The Structure of Nabila’s personality

5 other students in mosque disliked Nabila. Nabila’s Id insisted her to obey all of the command from the Imam, because the Imam was an honourable man in Muslim community. The Imam’s bite was the beginning treatment of the climax abuses to Nabila. Almost every day in the mosque, Nabila got sexual abuses from the Imam. It was the impolite treatment from the Imam to his student. Mosque, the sacred place where should be the place to do the sacred activities, was stained by the Imam. Nabila’s Id that time was only wanted to release herself from that condition. For 26 years Nabila felt depressed, the traumatic experience that happened to Nabila’s childhood was the tragic experience in Nabila’s life. Nabila really wanted to share her past unfortunate experience to all of people by making a book. Nabila’s purpose is to decrease the victims of sexual abuse in the world. Through her book, she wanted that the other victims like her can be brave to tell to their closest people then quickly stop it. Nabila was a spoiled child in her family who was very protected by her parent. In the contrary, her four brothers always refused to help her parent in protecting Nabila. Nabila’s Superego of this case is by the protection from her brothers she felt safe, but in the other hand she wanted to be free like the other children. At the moment Nabila was seven years old, when she was asked to study Qur’an, Nabila wanted to refuse it, because the mosque was different with her imagination and studying Qur’an was very difficult for her. But then , Nabila’s Superego advised her that studying Qur’an is an obligation to Muslim community and she must do it. The special treatment of the Imam to Nabila is a sinning. Nabila wanted to refuse all of his treatment, because she knew that it should not be done by the Imam. Nabila was only an innocence little girl who should 6 not given the treatment yet. Nabila’s Superego ensured that the treatment is wrong and forbidden by the religion of Islam. The treatment of the Imam to Nabila was not proper. Nabila wanted to stop it. She wanted to avoid all of those screwy treatments. Nabila knew that all of that treatment was a sin. In fact, Nabila was only capable to avoid him, by decreasing her time to study Qur’an in order to make the Imam did not do that repeatedly. It was Nabila’s Superego to avoid the Imam, although, the possible risk was the Imam get angry to her. Traumatic experience that Nabila had experience in almost 26 years is a pain experience. It has been destroyed her childhood. She wanted to tell her story about her traumatic experience to other people in order to decrease the sexual victims like her. The Superego reminded Nabila to keep the fair name of her family. The Ego was followed the Superego and denied the Id . Nabila was only an innocence little girl protected by her parents. The Id wanted her to be free like her four brother. On the other hand, Nabila’s Superego said that by protected from her brothers, she would be saved. When she was seven years old, she asked by her parents to go to the mosque. Nabila’s Id said that she refused to do it, because of the lesson is difficult for her and the mosque was not comfortable like Suki’s temple. The Superego said that the study Qur’an is an obligation for the Muslim community. It is also had been done by her four brothers. The Ego was followed the Superego and denied the Ego , because it is an obligation to Muslim. The next Ego follows the Id and succeeds to break the Superego . When she was the chosen one by the Imam, the Id said that the Imam was the person who has been respected by Muslim community and he was the leader of the Muslim community. On the contrary, the Superego said that Nabila should refuse to be the chosen one. She only wanted to be the 7 ordinary student like the other children. Nabila knew that the treatment was wrong and forbidden to do by the Imam. The imam was like a paedophile, almost every day he abuses Nabila at the mosque. Nabila’s Id that time was only wanted to release herself from that condition. However, by avoided her time in the mosque, it could decrease her time with the Imam, it was Nabila’s Superego ; although, the possible risk was the Imam get angry to her. The Superego pressured the Id to manage the Ego . The last Ego follows the Nabila’s Id that said to decrease the victims of sexual abuse in the world. Through her book, she wanted that the other victims like her can be brave to tell to their closest people. The Superego managed the Ego dominated by the Id to reminded Nabila to keep her family’s reputation.

b. The Influence of Past Traumatic Experience

As a young girl, Nabila is a coward little girl who was trapped in the bad behaviour of her Imam. Almost every day in her childhood, she got the sexual abuse from own teacher. Nabila could not tell and share to anyone. When she was the chosen one by the Imam, her friends also begin take away from her. They want to be Nabila but, the other way she want to be an ordinary child like the other children. Nabila grew up to be a depressed girl. Nabila could not enjoy her fun adolescent like the other friends. She was a traumatic girl. Almost twenty six years later from her suffer, finally she can renascent. Nabila’s experience in her childhood was a worst past traumatic experience in her life. Moreover, when Nabila’s secret known by her family. Instead, Nabila’s family did not do anything with it; they hid it under the carpet. Nabila felt that her family did not care again with her. Although in Nabila’s mind she really wanted to get loose from that 8 condition, she want to avoided, screamed, and ran, she could not release from her Imam. All of that bad treatment made Nabila to be a pale-faced little girl. She was a little girl who was stolen her innocence. She did not have a self esteem anymore. By writing this book, Nabila felt it could be a cure for herself. The book which is written by her had helped her to increase her braveness to face all of the possibilities. Her past traumatic have made her like damage good and now, she was a strong and tough girl. By published this book, Nabila hopes that all the victims must be braver to speak out. Nabila wanted to tell to them that they are not alone, there are still have family and other people who do love and care to them. This book, Brutal: the Heartbreaking True Story of a Little Girl’s Stolen Innocence , was Nabila dedicated to them who are cannot or fearfulness to speak up. It is the reason why she wanted to share it to the public, because by talking about it, we can stop the violation to the children in the family or the communities.

2. Discussion

Wellek and Warren 1956:81 stated that the psychological study of literature may mean as type and as individual, the process of thought, the psychological types and laws of literature work, or the literature effect on the audience of psychology. The Id represents the biological substation of humans, the sources of all drive energy Pervin, 1984:77. The Id tries to reduce or eliminate the tension and to return the organism to a low energy level Hall Lindzey, 1981:33. Boeree 2008:35-36 Superego has two aspects: the conscience, which is an internalization of punishments and warnings, and the Ego ideal, derived from the praise and positive examples are given to children.