A Rude Awakening
A Rude Awakening
A picture paints a thousand words, so I’m
using images and photos to underpin the
narrative. The clock is ticking and I hope
this will lead you to ask questions. I know
how I came to faith won’t be the same for
the next person but it isn’t a blind faith
and that’s what I hope to demonstrate.
That you can know the truth and the truth
will set you free. Jesus Christ’s atoning
death on the cross, the saviour of the
world. ‘For God so loved the world,
that He gave His only begotten Son,
that whoever believes in Him shall not
perish, but have eternal life. For God
did not send the Son into the world
to judge the world, but that the world
might be saved through Him.… ‘ John
3:16-17. The gospel - click here
You don’t have to agree with me or any
of the material but this is my testimony
and as a favourite well known Christian
Bible teacher of mine, Jacob Prasch
says when presenting something
controversial, “I’m only stating facts…”
I wasn’t given the gospel by an
evangelical Christian, I didn’t have an
alter call, I didn’t know any Christians, I
most certainly wasn’t seeking God but
somehow he found me, strangely, via the
internet and in my darkest hour. I know,
shock horror…enemy territory and rightly
so. I’ve had a somewhat protracted and
drawn out Christian birth and it’s hard to
pinpoint when I became a true believer
and follower. My full understanding
came over a period of many months
and a series of revelations culminating
in an epiphany moment which I’ll get to.
Early on in my quest for truth I came to
the realisation there is a cosmic chess
match, a campaign against God, against
Christ, against God's believers (the
Jews and the Christians and none of
the false religions) a war for our souls.
All media and entertainment do is mock
Christ and what he did for us, a gospel
that is offensive to mankind. It was a
short while later that I fully understood
the gospel and came to repentance. So
you could say it was a breach birth. It
wasn’t an acknowledgement of being
a sinner, repentance, followed by faith
but the opposite. For a long time that
bothered me that my conversion wasn‘t
genuine, that I had the head knowledge
but God was far from my heart…missing
the godly sorrow and contrite heart. But,
what God did was take me on an epic
roller coaster ride which catapaulted me
into a true spiritual awakening, to see the
real condition of the world, my own heart
and the elite’s agenda. He showed me
how Satan has deceived the whole world
leading us astray and from the truth in
our divine birthright. Thus my ties to this
material world dimmed. My perceptions
and affections are on things above, not
on things of this world. My passions and
desires gradually changed and turned
towards God and seeking His truth. I
saw how, by design, popular culture, TV
and the entertainment industry (run by
the illuminati) is aimed to mind control
and indoctrinate the masses, destroying
all morals in society. But I now have a
biblical worldview and a blessed hope,
Jesus. A new pair of spiritual eyes to truly
see! I’m following Jesus, the God-man
who died for me. I’ll explain some of the
many startling observations, connections
and pivotal moments on my coming to
faith journey and how close I came to the
new age deception, a broad movement
characterised by alternative approaches
to traditional Western culture, with an
interest in spirituality, eastern mysticism,
holism, developed in western nations
during the 1960s - love, peace, selfworship, unity, our higher self, ascension,
enlightenment to God hood - no new trick
in Satan’s kingdom!
It was during my quest for the truth that
in amongst the confusion, disinformation,
false teachings, false spirituality that
some online Christian testimonies and,
articles quoting scriptures from the Bible,
the infallible word of God, which came to
light in amongst the darkness that saved
me from massive, planned, deception.
How did this all come about?
The root of my problems began with
what is probably our most prevalent trait;
fear. I was looking for healing in my life.
I’d long suffered with distorted thinking
patterns, insecurity, anxiety and fear of
failure, a self-fulilling prophecy. These
governing childhood traits were further
exacerbated by heavy recreational drink
and drug abuse since my teens that
had disastrous effects on my esteem,
career, relationships and short-lived
marriage. I was always on a downer.
Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear
leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate
leads to suffering. I was very unhinged
and hateful. I’d had it all according to
‘the world’; the house, the marriage a
good job as an interior designer but I
was miserable in a world full of injustice,
hardness and futility; I had a God shaped
hole in my heart and didn’t know it. Now
I understand the damage of sin and how
it separates us not only from a Holy God
but each other. I can see that without the
headship of Christ in our marriage we
didn’t stand a good chance in a throwaway society. I ended up living back
at my Mother’s, in an emotional meltdown, further impacting my self-loathing,
rejected by a string of failed relationships,
I continued to self-medicate with drugs,
alcohol, male attention and partying
shortly followed by memory blackouts,
regret, shame and misery; a repetitive
cycle of self-pity. Once again I turned to
the “self-help” industry which naturally
led on to dipping my toes into “holistic
therapies” what I later knew to be called
the “new age” movement, yet little did I
know I was diving head irst into spiritual
deception; the occult and witchcraft! I
didn’t have any strong beliefts about
the after life and certainly not hell,
because I’d been indoctrinated by the
paranormal reality shows. So thinking
little of it, an Irish, non practising catholic
friend, obsessively into clairvoyance
and tarot cards invited me to a yearly
conference held in London called ‘Mind,
Body & Spirit’ where a host of therapies
and workshops are on offer so I went
along and partook in a workshop called
‘Transforming Shadows’ by Jamie Catto.
I later came to the realisation (having
seen his facebook updates and joining
the dots) that he is part of the illuminati
and one of the founders of popular 90’s
Electronic Dance Music group called
‘Faithless’ with hit song ‘God is a DJ’
(which is promoting idolatry).
So after the conference I met some
“randoms” in a pub nearby who’d been
at the event and long after my friend left,
we ordered some cocaine, then bored
of their company met another crowd
(who believed in the healing power of
reiki, aka demon healing), went back to
theirs, crashed over and rang into work
sick the next day. A reprobate, off the
rails and lacking any self-control. I was
living by my emotions, after my own
desires, with no moral compass.
Not long after I came into contact with an
old friend who had been a recreational
drug user and small time ecstasy dealer
who seemed to have turned her life
around, no longer drank and was into
self-love and acceptance. She dressed
differently, had a mentor and was talking
about shamanism and ayahuasca.
I attended one of her “raw cacao
chocolate dance ceremonies” held in a
hall in London with other New Agers all
wearing harem pants and feathers talking
about air, ire and water. I was thinking
how on earth am I going to dance
(prance) around for two hours without
booze? While out for a bite to eat with
about eight of them they spoke of new
agey practices and jargon quite alien to
me and I certainly didn’t feel like one “of
the tribe”. Some mentioned picking up
unwanted negative entities and UFOs but
nothing really twigged at this point.
http://truthinreality.com/2012/05/12/
inside-the-new-age-nightmare/
So, although I wasn’t looking into new
age philosophy as such, and very much
an outsider looking in, I guess I wanted
what she had which was peace and
joy. I went on to download meditation
and mindfulness apps on my phone,
which led to going on YouTube seeking
transendental guided meditations. For
me, YouTube, up until that point was
purely for cute animal videos and funny
fail compilations. You don’t want to be
on the “wrong” side of YouTube because
what happened to me next was the
biggest shock or rude awakening of my
life and as I later realised, a sitting duck
for all kinds of deception.
reiki, went back to theirs, crashed over
and rang into work sick the next day. A
reprobate, off the rails and lacking any
self-control. I was living by my emotions,
after my own desires, with no moral
compass.
Not long after I came into contact with an
old friend who had been a recreational
drug user and small time ecstasy dealer
who seemed to have turned her life
around, no longer drank and was into
self-love and acceptance. She dressed
differently, had a mentor and was talking
about shamanism and ayahuasca.
I attended one of her “raw cacao
chocolate dance ceremonies” held in a
hall in Islington with other new agers all
wearing harem pants and feathers talking
about air, ire and water. I was thinking
what is this dancing without alcohol
milarky?! While out for a bite to eat with
about eight of them they spoke of new
agey practices and jargon quite alien to
me and I certainly didn’t feel like one “of
the tribe”. Some mentioned picking up
unwanted negative entities and UFOs
but nothing really twigged at this point.
I was off work at this point in time and
therefore spent six solid weeks “going
down the rabbit hole’” (like Alice in
Wonderland) putting in 18 hour days,
staying up all night in cold sweats, trying
to rebuild my paradigm. I’d entered the
realm of conspiracy theories or the truth
movement. I researched the illuminati,
false lag events like 911,ufos, alien
abductions, chemtrails, ley lines, the
ancient world, ziggurats, pyramids,
nephillim, the occult, propaganda,
Monsanto, Bilderberg’s, the federal
reserve bank, The Rothschilds, Bohemia
Grove, pharmaceuticals industry,
vaccines, luoridation, operation
paperclick, agenda 21, project bluebeam
you name it, I researched it. They are
all interrelated. Much to my amasement,
outside of Hollywood and the Da Vinci
Code there really are angels and
demons and the illuminati do exist! That
evolution is a lie, there is no missing link,
the ones they’ve claimed are frauds. I
barely left the house during those six
weeks because once you uncover some
truths you are trying to build a picture,
a jigsaw, connect the dots, make sense
of reality, sifting out the truths from the
half-truths, from the lies. But how do
you do that without the word of God?
It’s not possible. I didn’t know that at
the time so I was also tuning in to David
Icke (a channeller of “spirit guides”) so it
was jumbled up and a lot of confusion.
I desperately wanted the truth, nothing
but the truth and I made it my quest
to ind it with all my heart, mind and
strength which as you can imagine
had deteriorated due to the trauma of
extremely disturbing revelations and
the fact that no-body believed me so
I withdrew from people. Amongst all
the fringe conspiracies what was truly
alarming was investigating the Illuminati
brotherhood and their diabolical schemes
to cull and enslave mankind (agenda 21),
a global conspiracy which in its breadth,
depth and scope is like no other…of epic
proportions. The New World Order. This
excellent video explains exactly what
I went through https://www.youtube.
com/watch?v=ZomiPmpZJFA (When I
Tell People About the NWO They Think
Im Crazy, What Should I Do? - length
20mins)The emergence of a totalitarian
one world government, one world religion
and one world currency. A dictatorship
that will be far worse than any the world
has ever seen and which I later learnt
was prophesied and recorded in the book
of Daniel as the ifth and inal kingdom
or empire. The evil plans of the elite
are in the Bible??!! My world view was
completely turned upside down. I was
unit for work, everything I thought I knew
about the world was a lie and I’d been
lied to my entire life. I wanted clarity on
the matter and healing. I could see the
discrepancies in the truth movement and
came to realise the elites have a disinfo.
campaign, psychological operations (aka
psy ops) and “shills” like Alex Jones,
David Icke, Russell Brand and Mark
Dice. So it was like wading through
treacle, a salmon swimming against the
current but on I pressed, determined,
like a dog with a bone I would not let go.
If you’re coming to faith on the wrong
side of YouTube you won’t ind the Bob
Mitchells or the Dave Hunts, you’ll come
across half-baked truths and Christian
healing! Opening the third eye to other
dimensions, the spirit world. I read
and watched testimony after testimony
which promised a both very personal
spiritual experience and a oneness with
creation and a feeling of divine love and
acceptance imparted from the creator, or
“Christ consciousness”, healing of past
hurts, hang-ups and emotional traumas
but also an outer body experience,
shared visions and laughter (what I now
know is the kundalini spirit/Hinduism/
Torronto blessing). Its promises
and experiences of healing were so
seductive I spent every spare moment
researching it – “DMT the spirit molecule”
documentary is well known. Many talked
about coming face to face with demons
however Shamans say there are there
to ward off bad spirits and give access
only to the good. Many people have been
cured from cancer and depression so I
cults.That’s where the deadly poison
awaits to lure us away from the real truth
with damnable heresies like the Catholic
church - “the whore of Babylon”.
In parallel I was researching ayahuasca,
the “sacred spirit vine” for healing. I
was so sad, so hopeless...living in
defeat, carnal about what humanity
was facing and imminently. I begged
my very reluctant mother to lend me
the money to go to a shamanic healing
centre in the Amazon, Peru. I’d recalled
the conversations with New Agers
about it and my own run-in with intrepid
explorer and TV personality, Bruce
Parry whom I’d met in Ibiza and spent
a decadent afternoon getting high with
some years prior. I’d been a follower of
his series called “Tribe” and “Amazon”
where he goes native with indigenous
tribes and their customs and rituals
and that included an ayahuasca trip,
well documented on the BBC. So I
researched him and lo and behold he
continues to regularly see shamans
and goes back yearly - his interviews
are on YouTube. I was desperate and
felt stuck, frozen by fear. I wanted
answers. enlightenment, putting all my
hope in to this so called miraculous
trusted this was a good thing. What I
later learned was that many illnesses are
caused by demons and it’s simply the
demons relinquishing their hold on that
person so as to appear healed - they
operate on multiple levels of deception.
So, I was mentally prepared to travel
alone to the Amazon jungle despite the
risks of travelling as a lone female, the
risk of a bad hallucinogenic trip and
the certain undigniied violent vomiting
in a group setting but I thought, what
the heck I’m a veteran drug user, I’d
cope. Testimonies said, the worse the
experience, the better the payoff. There
is only one crucial requirement for this,
that you must be brave.
I booked it two months in advance as I
was back at work at ths point and so my
evening research for the truth continued
during this countdown.
While in Peru, having lown to Lima for
the second part of my trip to Machu
Picchu with an overnight stay in the
capital, I was in a cab from the airport to
my hotel with a huge niggling regret…
mental anguish at still not having found
peace or answers or insights with the
ayahuasca experience and that I’d
travelled all this way for healing and the
opportunity had now passed. Feeling a
little lonely and sad at my plight, a song
was playing ‘All by myself’ by Carmen
to add insult to injury and as it left the
highway onto the snaking coastal road,
It was a mere few weeks after booking
lights that the penny dropped about
deceiving spirits…the ephiphany. I
started researching ‘should Christians
take ayahuasca’ because I did believe
in Christ but knew nothing of the gospel
as I hadn’t started reading the Bible or
met any Christians but was well aware
of the Luciferian agenda to believe
but hadn’t yet the saving faith. Many
revelations came to light about the
ayahuasca, for example this one page
blog entitled ‘ayahuasca my trip into hell’
and elsewhere, scriptures of how Satan
can pose as an angel of light. He is the
master counterfeiter and father of lies.
Patterns emerged in testimonies and
ayahuasca artwork that spoke of and
depicted an encounter with a serpent
dawned on me; the beguiling serpent...
wow!!!! It was was in the early hours
of the morning I got a childhood Bible,
clutched it to my chest and for the irst
time cried out loud to God, “I believe, I’ve
been tricked, I follow you now, I won’t do
it” and repented of it. I’m certain I saw a
shadow entity lee from the corner of my
eye.
‘Now war arose in heaven, Michael
and his angels ighting against the
dragon. And the dragon and his
angels fought back, but he was
defeated, and there was no longer
any place for them in heaven. And
the great dragon was thrown down,
that ancient serpent, who is called the
devil and Satan, the deceiver of the
whole world—he was thrown down to
the earth, and his angels were thrown
down with him’. Rev 12:7-9 (End times)
the song coming to a climax, it was then
I spotted a large brightly lit cross across
the bay and God whispered, ‘you’re not
alone’. The temptation had been so great
to take ayahusaca but God delivered me
in the nick of time. I’d been putting all my
hope of healing in ayhuasca but now I
knew my hope and healing was and must
be in Jesus Christ. The answers were
in the Bible, bible prophecy was again
something that gave me that security and
proof and to know that God wins…Satan
is a defeated enemy….death where is
your victory, where is your sting? When
I got to Machu Picchu after a wonderful
time camping and trekking in God’s
creation star gazing at the Milky Way I
felt deiled to be sat at a place of sun god
worship and the underworld…so I found
a quiet place to sit and read in solace…
‘For such men are false apostles,
deceitful workers, disguising
themselves as apostles of Christ.
No wonder, for even Satan disguises
himself as an angel of light. Therefore
it is not surprising if his servants also
disguise themselves as servants of
righteousness, whose end will be
according to their deeds’.2 Corinthians
11:13-15
astral projection. These have already
become the fastest growing occultic
interests in the world. More recently mind
science has been gaining worldwide
acceptance as people learn how to
properly use their minds to visualise
everything from success to bending a
metal spoon with their mind. The same
false miracles or “wonders” we were
warned about but that few take notice of.
‘For our struggle is not against lesh
and blood, but against the rulers,
against the authorities, against the
powers of this dark world and against
the spiritual forces of evil in the
heavenly realms’. Ephesians 6:12
It is realistic to suggest that those who
read of false miracles that will occur in
the latter days think of the same miracles
Jesus performed but from a demonic
source. In many instances this is indeed
the case with supernatural healings that
are talking place all over the world. But
Satan also has his own agenda that he
subtly implemented long ago and is now
pushing ahead in full stride - psychic
phenomenon and the paranormal.
When the disciples asked Jesus what
would characterise the last days just
prior to His return, He explained that it
would be a time of the worst spiritual
deception the world had ever seen. He
said sound doctrine would be despised
and wondered if there would be any
faith left whatsoever on the earth when
He returned (Luke 18:8). He gave His
disciples a solemn warning: “Take
heed that no man deceive you” (Matt.
24:2,5,11,24). He characterised the last
days as a time of religious deception or - deception in religion such as false
messiahs, false prophets, false miracles,
and false doctrines. All four were
prophesied to band together to pave the
way for the Antichrist (Matt. 24:24-25).
This prophesied deceit is the same
band of deceit we are being iniltrated
with today. The metaphysical realm has
exploded into our culture bringing with it
shamans, gurus, psychic phenomenon
and the paranormal in precognition,
telepathy, clairvoyance, telekinesis,
automatic handwriting, channeling, and
Magicians such as Dynamo use demon
power - take your pic of videos here
In Matthew 24:24 Jesus warned us of
psychic power that produces counterfeit
“great signs and wonders” that would
occur in the last days. The power of the
mind, the unknown, and accomplished
superhuman feats that are grasping
audiences worldwide. A strange
departure from the past when psychic
phenomena was held at an arms length
as ridiculous and ridiculed. But even then
it had a strange fascination, the unknown
always has to those who don’t read their
Bibles to know that there really isn’t
anything unknown about the “unknown.”
For the last days Jesus warned of
unprecedented religious deception of the
demonic kind. A wide range of deceit
one might not even suspect as demonic.
A time when the last days church would
frightening. Source: MedTerms.com
The phenomenon of sleep paralysis can
be recognised in reports across different
cultures and throughout history. Perhaps
the most famous historic example of
sleep paralysis in art is Henry Fuseli’s
1781 painting ‘The Nightmare’. This
painting features many of the classic
symptoms of sleep paralysis. The
central igure is portrayed lying on her
back with a demon sitting on her chest,
and strange looking creatures in the
background. Many consider it Fuseli’s
greatest work and it is believed to be one
of the irst artistic impressions of sleep
paralysis.
become so corrupted that it would
actually begin to oppose and deny what
Christ taught while at the same time
insisting that it is faithful to Him! A deceit
so pervasive and manipulative that
many wouldn’t even recognise it as the
prophesied demonic invasion it is. To
those familiar with Biblical prophecy it
doesn’t come as a major surprise. Jesus
Himself warned of worldwide religious
deception on an unprecedented scale
just prior to His return.
Going back to my testimony, I was also
researching what scientists label “sleep
paralysis” which I’d encountered since
childhood and later, especially during my
deep research into understanding the
occult and UFO and alien abductions.
Some nights it was relentless, going
on all night, causing great fear and
distress as I would get a “felt presence”
immediately before it would happen,
waking me out of my dream state. Then
the paralysis and electrical type buzzing/
frequency which felt like it was trying to
pull my spirit out of my body...a battle
of wills. Other times, I had a demon sit
on the edge of my bed which caused
my body to roll in towards it. Twice I
heard my name (voice to skull) being
called during the daytime, on separate
ocassions, like a whisper, ‘Kaaaatie’.
Sleep Paralysis Deinition:
A frightening form of paralysis that
occurs when a person suddenly inds
himself or herself unable to move for
a few minutes, most often upon falling
asleep or waking up. Sleep paralysis is
due to an irregularity in passing between
the stages of sleep and wakefulness.
The symptoms of sleep paralysis
include sensations of noises, smells,
levitation, paralysis, terror, and images
of frightening intruders. Once considered
very rare, up to half of all people are now
believed to experience sleep paralysis
sometime during their life. Sleep
paralysis is not considered to be a sign
of a serious condition, although it can be
After watching countless testimonies on
YouTube all with startling similarities to
my own and unconvinced by the new
religion called science for its explanation,
I came across an excellent Christian
ministry www.stopsleepparalysis.org what it is and how to stop it.
Sleep paralysis is known by many names
across the world including “Old Hag
Syndrome” in the west. Some claims
it is caused by “Shadow People,” “Hat
Man,” or various evil spiritual beings like
demons. Some but not all cases of “alien
abductions” or incubus and succubus
attacks (spiritual rape) can be chalked
up to a severe sleep paralysis episode.
In Chris White’s book, nonproit websites
and videos, he explains know how to do
something that most sleep scientists say
is impossible: to stop sleep paralysis for
good.
Calling on the name of Jesus in my mind
stopped the attacks!! More on this later in
this document.
http://www.stopsleepparalysis.org/
I therefore resigned myself to a trip
(not a hallucinogenic one) to Peru and
treat it as a break away, not the spiritual
enlightenment I had initially hoped for.
All I knew at this point was that I must
get to Israel and Jerusalem and ind
out all there is to know about Christ so I
planned it that 24hrs after landing back
at Heathrow I’d be in Israel on a Christian
tour group of the holy land (August
2014).
So, the city of Iquitos, a remote mecca
for 19th century rubber barons, the
largest city in the world with no roads
leading to it, gateway to the three
frontiers region of the Amazon Basin,
is where the western gringo shamans
have taken residence. Here, amidst the
sweating jungle lowlands, the immediate
surprise is that Iquitos doesn’t roll out at
a languid pace, but is all go-ahead charm
and sparky energy, with moto-taxis
buzzing past the old colonial mansions
and main plaza, and a riverfront of
lively bars and restaurants where
you’ll ind the aya pilgrims.The three
shamans who have achieved almost
cult celebrity status are Peter Gormon,
Alan Shoemaker and Ron Wheelock
who host global ayahuasca conferences.
Gorman, whom I met, is a big part of
the modernist ayahuasca drug tourism
industry in Iquitos, and perhaps central to
it, being in the business for close to thirty
years. He started as a tour guide in the
jungle, taking folks out for an unfamiliar
drug that he would soon popularise to
the point it is today; mainstream and
well-known. Those I tried to witness to
varied and some were Christians!! A few
New Agers threw up the crossed ingers
sign to me for my unwanted warnings.
The irony wasn’t lost on me.
Later on, having lown to Lima for the
second part of my trip to Machu Picchu
with an overnight stay in the capital, I
was in a cab from the airport to my hotel
with a huge niggling regret at still having
not found peace or insights with the
ayahuasca experience having travelled
across the globe for healing and the
opportunity had passed (even though I
new it was a deception). Feeling sad and
lonely at my plight, an old eighties song
was playing, “All by myself” by Carmen to
add insult to injury and as the cab left the
highway onto the snaking coastal road,
the song coming to a climax and inner
emotions charged, it was then I spotted
a large brightly lit cross across the bay
and God whispered, “you’re not alone,
I will never leave you or forsake you”.
It was a poigniant moment, a turning
point of sorts, closure. The temptation
had been so great to take ayahusaca but
God delivered me in the nick of time from
deceiving spirits and inviting demonic
oppression, possibly far worse than sleep
paralysis. I’d been putting all my hope
of healing in a witch doctor, a “medicine
man”, but now I knew my hope and
healing was and must be in Jesus.
‘Sanctify them in the truth; Your word
is truth’. John 17:17 ‘So do not fear, for
I am with you; do not be dismayed, for
I am your God. I will strengthen you
and help you; I will uphold you with
my righteous hand. Isaiah 41:10
When I arrived at Machu Picchu after a
wonderful time camping and trekking in
God’s creation star gazing at the Milky
Way, it felt inappropriate to be sat at
a tourist attraction, a place of sun god
worship and the underworld so I found a
remote place to connect with God. There
were some pagans trying to absorb
some ancient energy but I knew they
were deceived and I spoke to God in my
spirit,“I’m beginning to see through your
eyes, thank you, from the bottom of my
once Godless heart..no turning back”.
their plans to depopulate the planet
through sterilisation (e.g. monsanto
foods), wars, virus epidemics and
various other means while people sleep
walk into tyranny. Their escoteric plans
are hidden in plain sight. Google ‘The
Georgia guidestones’.The illuminati have
done such an excellent job of reverse
psychology that if you even mention the
word “consipracy” or “illuminati” people
are programmed to have an immediate
mocking response. click here People
or rather “sheeple” as known in the
truth movement are so plugged into the
system that they will die to save and
protect it and ultimately take the “mark of
the beast” rather than accept Jesus’ free
gift of salvation.
So the realisation that the elite of the
world have had their own religion for
quite some time, that in the occult world,
“the mysteries”, traced back to Babylon
in Sumeria truly blew my mind (and
shook me to near mental collapse). The
modern doctrine is luciferian, in plain
terms it is “satanic.” What was more
astonishing is that the un-initiated mass
public have been unwittingly enslaved
to them and their religion on a massive
scale. The elite own virtually everything
and they have literally programmed us
to their liking. They instigate wars and
start revolutions in the “name of God”
and have us ight and die for them. They
even fund both sides of wars and rewrite
history. They have owned corporations,
ad-campaigns and our education
curriculum. They have brainwashed
the masses into thinking that we’re all
basically big-brained monkeys. I have
listened to their music, read their books
and have watched their television and
movies since I was born. They had
brainwashed me so superbly that I
used to mock conspiracy theorists and
Christians. For me to now be a Christian
is a miracle in itself. Although what I
went through discovering the New World
Order was extremely painful process I
now cling to the cross of Jesus for dear
life and it has made this war for my soul
VERY real. It’s more real than the fake
society Satan has carved out.
Now you’re beginning to see why I
became so traumatised and the more I
unearted the more diabolical and horriic
For me, the scales have fallen off my
eyes and I’m being sanctiied, reconciled
back to the father God, through Christ. I
can now detect symbolism, agendas in
the media and have the word of God so
I won’t be so easily deceived again and
I’m marvelling at His creation! I am living
in an unparalleled history, HIS story and
can see prophecy being fulilled before
my eyes. Whereas before I was frozen
in fear of the New World Order (whose
no. 1 targets are Jews and Christians
before they turn on the NWO defectors)
but now I am essentially “free” and “born
of the spirit”, trusting in Jesus and His
promises to those who love Him and
REPENT of their sins. I’ve not had a
more sound mind since I can recall, he is
a healer! Whereby I can cry out “Abba,
Father” and I know he’s there. My rock,
my comforter, my creator! For God has
not given us “the spirit of fear; but of
power, and of love, and of a sound
mind” 2 Timothy 1:7. “All Scripture
is inspired by God and proitable for
teaching, for reproof, for correction,
for training in righteousness’” 2
Timothy 3:16
Where I once bucked, reared and
revolted from my master (the Lord of
Lords and King of Kings) I now draw
near to him, to trust and obey, learning to
surrender my will in obedience to Him.
I hope I can be so bold as to call myself
a watchman on the wall, sounding the
alarm and pointing towards Jesus. For
“He is the way, the truth and the life,
no-one comes to the Father except
through Him” John 14:6. Our creator
of the universe came in the lesh, he
who knew no sin, to become sin for the
world that whosoever shall believe on
him shall not perish but have everlasting
life. However even the demons believe
and tremble..no we must worship Him in
spirit and in truth. Salvation is not found
in ANY religion; but rather, in a Person
- The Lord Jesus Christ. No amount
of good works can take a person to
Heaven. We need Christ’s righteousness
this current time we are pilgrims, this
world is passing away, we have no
lasting city here, we are seeking a city
which is to come.
(Romans 4:5-6), because we have no
self-righteousness to offer God (Isaiah
64:6). Only through the precious blood
of Jesus Christ can a person have their
sins forgiven, and be saved eternally (1
Peter 1:18,19). Salvation is freely given
(Romans 5:15), freely offered (Romans
10:13), and freely received (Revelation
22:17). Salvation is receiving, not giving.
Eternal life is the gift of God (Romans
6:23).The Word of God clearly states
in Romans 4:5 …“But to him that
worketh not, but believeth on him
that justiieth the ungodly, his faith
is counted for righteousness.”The
Biblical Gospel excludes ALL selfrighteousness!
Heaven is not sitting in some cloud
playing a harp, as the picture that man
paints where boredom sets in but a great
city fashioned by God, not man. We are
promised when Jesus comes back (this
time in judgement and as King, not the
suffering servant) to be transformed to
be like his glorious resurrected body.
He promises to wipe away every tear,
all pain and mourning will be gone
for ever in the glorious new universe.
Every weakness, inirmity and deformity
will be removed. All uncleaness and
unrighteousness will be removed. For
While people are busy making plans for
their future not knowing we are at the
very end of this age, my priorities are
remainig faitful to my redeemer. Getting
built up in the Holy faith, putting on
“the armour of God” (Ephesians 6) and
planning for spiritual warfare, persecution
and possible martyrdom. Getting to know
HIM. To be “wise as a serpent and
gentle as a dove’” - Matthew 10:16 Full
of oil in my lamp as I wait for the soon
return of Christ. My fear of self has been
replaced by a fear of God…for “the fear
of God is the beginning of wisdom”Proverbs 9:10
‘Nay, in all these things we are more
than conquerors through him that
loved us. For I am persuaded, that
neither death, nor life, nor angels,
nor principalities, nor powers, nor
things present, nor things to come,
nor height, nor depth, nor any other
creature, shall be able to separate
us from the love of God, which is
in Christ Jesus our Lord’. Romans
8:37-39 ‘For the word of the cross
is foolishness to those who are
perishing, but to us who are being
saved it is the power of God’. 1
Corinthians 1:18
Be anxious for nothing, but in
everything by prayer and supplication
with thanksgiving let your requests
be made known to God. And the
peace of God, which surpaces all
comprehension, will guard your
hearts and your minds in Christ
Jesus’. Phillipians 4:7
Seek Jesus Christ Today! No One Is
Promised Tomorrow.
“If the world hates you, you know that
it has hated Me before it hated you.
If you were of the world, the world
would love its own; but because
you are not of the world, but I chose
you out of the world, because of this
the world hates you. Remember the
word that I said to you, a slave is
not greater than his master. If they
persecuted Me, they will persecute
you”, John 15:18-20
“For since the creation of the world
His invisible attributes, His eternal
power and divine nature, have been
clearly seen, being understood
through what has been made, so that
they are without excuse”Romans 1:20
God’s Wrath against Sin “Therefore
God gave them over in the lusts of
their hearts to impurity, so that their
bodies would be dishonored among
them. For they exchanged the truth
of God for a lie, and worshiped and
served the creature rather than the
Creator, who is blessed forever. For
this reason God gave them over to
degrading passions; for their women
exchanged the natural function for
that which is unnatural”. Romans 1:25
Amazing Grace, how sweet, the sound. hat
saved, a wretch like me. I once was lost, but
now I’m found. Was blind, but now I see.
I will sprinkle clean water on you, and
you will be clean… (Ezekiel 36:25).
If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me
and drink. He who believes in Me,
as the Scripture has said, out of his
heart will low rivers of living water.
(John 7:37-38).
I am the light of the world. Whoever
follows Me will never walk in
darkness, but will have the light of life.
(John 8:12)
http://www.cbn.com/spirituallife/
biblestudyandtheology/jewishroots/feast_
of_tabernacles_jews_for_jesus_david_
brickner.aspx
Jesus said, “Greater love has no one
than this, that one lay down his life
for his friends. You are My friends
if you do what I command you. No
longer do I call you slaves, for the
slave does not know what his master
is doing; but I have called you friends,
for all things that I have heard from
my Father I have made known to you”
John 15:13-15
Thanksgiving and Prayer
“…giving thanks to the Father, who
has qualiied us to share in the
inheritance of the saints in Light. For
He rescued us from the domain of
darkness, and transferred us to the
kingdom of His beloved Son, in whom
we have redemption, the forgiveness
of sins.” Colossians 1:13
“..to open their eyes and turn them
from darkness to light, and from the
power of Satan to God, so that they
may receive forgiveness of sins and a
place among those who are sanctiied
by faith in me.” Colossians 1:13
“Your words were found and I ate
them, and Your words became for me
a joy and the delight of my heart;
For I have been called by Your name,
O Lord God of hosts”. Jeremiah 15:16
Galatians 4:16
Am I therefore become your enemy,
because I tell you the truth?
Email: inboxkatiemacleod@gmail.com
A picture paints a thousand words, so I’m
using images and photos to underpin the
narrative. The clock is ticking and I hope
this will lead you to ask questions. I know
how I came to faith won’t be the same for
the next person but it isn’t a blind faith
and that’s what I hope to demonstrate.
That you can know the truth and the truth
will set you free. Jesus Christ’s atoning
death on the cross, the saviour of the
world. ‘For God so loved the world,
that He gave His only begotten Son,
that whoever believes in Him shall not
perish, but have eternal life. For God
did not send the Son into the world
to judge the world, but that the world
might be saved through Him.… ‘ John
3:16-17. The gospel - click here
You don’t have to agree with me or any
of the material but this is my testimony
and as a favourite well known Christian
Bible teacher of mine, Jacob Prasch
says when presenting something
controversial, “I’m only stating facts…”
I wasn’t given the gospel by an
evangelical Christian, I didn’t have an
alter call, I didn’t know any Christians, I
most certainly wasn’t seeking God but
somehow he found me, strangely, via the
internet and in my darkest hour. I know,
shock horror…enemy territory and rightly
so. I’ve had a somewhat protracted and
drawn out Christian birth and it’s hard to
pinpoint when I became a true believer
and follower. My full understanding
came over a period of many months
and a series of revelations culminating
in an epiphany moment which I’ll get to.
Early on in my quest for truth I came to
the realisation there is a cosmic chess
match, a campaign against God, against
Christ, against God's believers (the
Jews and the Christians and none of
the false religions) a war for our souls.
All media and entertainment do is mock
Christ and what he did for us, a gospel
that is offensive to mankind. It was a
short while later that I fully understood
the gospel and came to repentance. So
you could say it was a breach birth. It
wasn’t an acknowledgement of being
a sinner, repentance, followed by faith
but the opposite. For a long time that
bothered me that my conversion wasn‘t
genuine, that I had the head knowledge
but God was far from my heart…missing
the godly sorrow and contrite heart. But,
what God did was take me on an epic
roller coaster ride which catapaulted me
into a true spiritual awakening, to see the
real condition of the world, my own heart
and the elite’s agenda. He showed me
how Satan has deceived the whole world
leading us astray and from the truth in
our divine birthright. Thus my ties to this
material world dimmed. My perceptions
and affections are on things above, not
on things of this world. My passions and
desires gradually changed and turned
towards God and seeking His truth. I
saw how, by design, popular culture, TV
and the entertainment industry (run by
the illuminati) is aimed to mind control
and indoctrinate the masses, destroying
all morals in society. But I now have a
biblical worldview and a blessed hope,
Jesus. A new pair of spiritual eyes to truly
see! I’m following Jesus, the God-man
who died for me. I’ll explain some of the
many startling observations, connections
and pivotal moments on my coming to
faith journey and how close I came to the
new age deception, a broad movement
characterised by alternative approaches
to traditional Western culture, with an
interest in spirituality, eastern mysticism,
holism, developed in western nations
during the 1960s - love, peace, selfworship, unity, our higher self, ascension,
enlightenment to God hood - no new trick
in Satan’s kingdom!
It was during my quest for the truth that
in amongst the confusion, disinformation,
false teachings, false spirituality that
some online Christian testimonies and,
articles quoting scriptures from the Bible,
the infallible word of God, which came to
light in amongst the darkness that saved
me from massive, planned, deception.
How did this all come about?
The root of my problems began with
what is probably our most prevalent trait;
fear. I was looking for healing in my life.
I’d long suffered with distorted thinking
patterns, insecurity, anxiety and fear of
failure, a self-fulilling prophecy. These
governing childhood traits were further
exacerbated by heavy recreational drink
and drug abuse since my teens that
had disastrous effects on my esteem,
career, relationships and short-lived
marriage. I was always on a downer.
Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear
leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate
leads to suffering. I was very unhinged
and hateful. I’d had it all according to
‘the world’; the house, the marriage a
good job as an interior designer but I
was miserable in a world full of injustice,
hardness and futility; I had a God shaped
hole in my heart and didn’t know it. Now
I understand the damage of sin and how
it separates us not only from a Holy God
but each other. I can see that without the
headship of Christ in our marriage we
didn’t stand a good chance in a throwaway society. I ended up living back
at my Mother’s, in an emotional meltdown, further impacting my self-loathing,
rejected by a string of failed relationships,
I continued to self-medicate with drugs,
alcohol, male attention and partying
shortly followed by memory blackouts,
regret, shame and misery; a repetitive
cycle of self-pity. Once again I turned to
the “self-help” industry which naturally
led on to dipping my toes into “holistic
therapies” what I later knew to be called
the “new age” movement, yet little did I
know I was diving head irst into spiritual
deception; the occult and witchcraft! I
didn’t have any strong beliefts about
the after life and certainly not hell,
because I’d been indoctrinated by the
paranormal reality shows. So thinking
little of it, an Irish, non practising catholic
friend, obsessively into clairvoyance
and tarot cards invited me to a yearly
conference held in London called ‘Mind,
Body & Spirit’ where a host of therapies
and workshops are on offer so I went
along and partook in a workshop called
‘Transforming Shadows’ by Jamie Catto.
I later came to the realisation (having
seen his facebook updates and joining
the dots) that he is part of the illuminati
and one of the founders of popular 90’s
Electronic Dance Music group called
‘Faithless’ with hit song ‘God is a DJ’
(which is promoting idolatry).
So after the conference I met some
“randoms” in a pub nearby who’d been
at the event and long after my friend left,
we ordered some cocaine, then bored
of their company met another crowd
(who believed in the healing power of
reiki, aka demon healing), went back to
theirs, crashed over and rang into work
sick the next day. A reprobate, off the
rails and lacking any self-control. I was
living by my emotions, after my own
desires, with no moral compass.
Not long after I came into contact with an
old friend who had been a recreational
drug user and small time ecstasy dealer
who seemed to have turned her life
around, no longer drank and was into
self-love and acceptance. She dressed
differently, had a mentor and was talking
about shamanism and ayahuasca.
I attended one of her “raw cacao
chocolate dance ceremonies” held in a
hall in London with other New Agers all
wearing harem pants and feathers talking
about air, ire and water. I was thinking
how on earth am I going to dance
(prance) around for two hours without
booze? While out for a bite to eat with
about eight of them they spoke of new
agey practices and jargon quite alien to
me and I certainly didn’t feel like one “of
the tribe”. Some mentioned picking up
unwanted negative entities and UFOs but
nothing really twigged at this point.
http://truthinreality.com/2012/05/12/
inside-the-new-age-nightmare/
So, although I wasn’t looking into new
age philosophy as such, and very much
an outsider looking in, I guess I wanted
what she had which was peace and
joy. I went on to download meditation
and mindfulness apps on my phone,
which led to going on YouTube seeking
transendental guided meditations. For
me, YouTube, up until that point was
purely for cute animal videos and funny
fail compilations. You don’t want to be
on the “wrong” side of YouTube because
what happened to me next was the
biggest shock or rude awakening of my
life and as I later realised, a sitting duck
for all kinds of deception.
reiki, went back to theirs, crashed over
and rang into work sick the next day. A
reprobate, off the rails and lacking any
self-control. I was living by my emotions,
after my own desires, with no moral
compass.
Not long after I came into contact with an
old friend who had been a recreational
drug user and small time ecstasy dealer
who seemed to have turned her life
around, no longer drank and was into
self-love and acceptance. She dressed
differently, had a mentor and was talking
about shamanism and ayahuasca.
I attended one of her “raw cacao
chocolate dance ceremonies” held in a
hall in Islington with other new agers all
wearing harem pants and feathers talking
about air, ire and water. I was thinking
what is this dancing without alcohol
milarky?! While out for a bite to eat with
about eight of them they spoke of new
agey practices and jargon quite alien to
me and I certainly didn’t feel like one “of
the tribe”. Some mentioned picking up
unwanted negative entities and UFOs
but nothing really twigged at this point.
I was off work at this point in time and
therefore spent six solid weeks “going
down the rabbit hole’” (like Alice in
Wonderland) putting in 18 hour days,
staying up all night in cold sweats, trying
to rebuild my paradigm. I’d entered the
realm of conspiracy theories or the truth
movement. I researched the illuminati,
false lag events like 911,ufos, alien
abductions, chemtrails, ley lines, the
ancient world, ziggurats, pyramids,
nephillim, the occult, propaganda,
Monsanto, Bilderberg’s, the federal
reserve bank, The Rothschilds, Bohemia
Grove, pharmaceuticals industry,
vaccines, luoridation, operation
paperclick, agenda 21, project bluebeam
you name it, I researched it. They are
all interrelated. Much to my amasement,
outside of Hollywood and the Da Vinci
Code there really are angels and
demons and the illuminati do exist! That
evolution is a lie, there is no missing link,
the ones they’ve claimed are frauds. I
barely left the house during those six
weeks because once you uncover some
truths you are trying to build a picture,
a jigsaw, connect the dots, make sense
of reality, sifting out the truths from the
half-truths, from the lies. But how do
you do that without the word of God?
It’s not possible. I didn’t know that at
the time so I was also tuning in to David
Icke (a channeller of “spirit guides”) so it
was jumbled up and a lot of confusion.
I desperately wanted the truth, nothing
but the truth and I made it my quest
to ind it with all my heart, mind and
strength which as you can imagine
had deteriorated due to the trauma of
extremely disturbing revelations and
the fact that no-body believed me so
I withdrew from people. Amongst all
the fringe conspiracies what was truly
alarming was investigating the Illuminati
brotherhood and their diabolical schemes
to cull and enslave mankind (agenda 21),
a global conspiracy which in its breadth,
depth and scope is like no other…of epic
proportions. The New World Order. This
excellent video explains exactly what
I went through https://www.youtube.
com/watch?v=ZomiPmpZJFA (When I
Tell People About the NWO They Think
Im Crazy, What Should I Do? - length
20mins)The emergence of a totalitarian
one world government, one world religion
and one world currency. A dictatorship
that will be far worse than any the world
has ever seen and which I later learnt
was prophesied and recorded in the book
of Daniel as the ifth and inal kingdom
or empire. The evil plans of the elite
are in the Bible??!! My world view was
completely turned upside down. I was
unit for work, everything I thought I knew
about the world was a lie and I’d been
lied to my entire life. I wanted clarity on
the matter and healing. I could see the
discrepancies in the truth movement and
came to realise the elites have a disinfo.
campaign, psychological operations (aka
psy ops) and “shills” like Alex Jones,
David Icke, Russell Brand and Mark
Dice. So it was like wading through
treacle, a salmon swimming against the
current but on I pressed, determined,
like a dog with a bone I would not let go.
If you’re coming to faith on the wrong
side of YouTube you won’t ind the Bob
Mitchells or the Dave Hunts, you’ll come
across half-baked truths and Christian
healing! Opening the third eye to other
dimensions, the spirit world. I read
and watched testimony after testimony
which promised a both very personal
spiritual experience and a oneness with
creation and a feeling of divine love and
acceptance imparted from the creator, or
“Christ consciousness”, healing of past
hurts, hang-ups and emotional traumas
but also an outer body experience,
shared visions and laughter (what I now
know is the kundalini spirit/Hinduism/
Torronto blessing). Its promises
and experiences of healing were so
seductive I spent every spare moment
researching it – “DMT the spirit molecule”
documentary is well known. Many talked
about coming face to face with demons
however Shamans say there are there
to ward off bad spirits and give access
only to the good. Many people have been
cured from cancer and depression so I
cults.That’s where the deadly poison
awaits to lure us away from the real truth
with damnable heresies like the Catholic
church - “the whore of Babylon”.
In parallel I was researching ayahuasca,
the “sacred spirit vine” for healing. I
was so sad, so hopeless...living in
defeat, carnal about what humanity
was facing and imminently. I begged
my very reluctant mother to lend me
the money to go to a shamanic healing
centre in the Amazon, Peru. I’d recalled
the conversations with New Agers
about it and my own run-in with intrepid
explorer and TV personality, Bruce
Parry whom I’d met in Ibiza and spent
a decadent afternoon getting high with
some years prior. I’d been a follower of
his series called “Tribe” and “Amazon”
where he goes native with indigenous
tribes and their customs and rituals
and that included an ayahuasca trip,
well documented on the BBC. So I
researched him and lo and behold he
continues to regularly see shamans
and goes back yearly - his interviews
are on YouTube. I was desperate and
felt stuck, frozen by fear. I wanted
answers. enlightenment, putting all my
hope in to this so called miraculous
trusted this was a good thing. What I
later learned was that many illnesses are
caused by demons and it’s simply the
demons relinquishing their hold on that
person so as to appear healed - they
operate on multiple levels of deception.
So, I was mentally prepared to travel
alone to the Amazon jungle despite the
risks of travelling as a lone female, the
risk of a bad hallucinogenic trip and
the certain undigniied violent vomiting
in a group setting but I thought, what
the heck I’m a veteran drug user, I’d
cope. Testimonies said, the worse the
experience, the better the payoff. There
is only one crucial requirement for this,
that you must be brave.
I booked it two months in advance as I
was back at work at ths point and so my
evening research for the truth continued
during this countdown.
While in Peru, having lown to Lima for
the second part of my trip to Machu
Picchu with an overnight stay in the
capital, I was in a cab from the airport to
my hotel with a huge niggling regret…
mental anguish at still not having found
peace or answers or insights with the
ayahuasca experience and that I’d
travelled all this way for healing and the
opportunity had now passed. Feeling a
little lonely and sad at my plight, a song
was playing ‘All by myself’ by Carmen
to add insult to injury and as it left the
highway onto the snaking coastal road,
It was a mere few weeks after booking
lights that the penny dropped about
deceiving spirits…the ephiphany. I
started researching ‘should Christians
take ayahuasca’ because I did believe
in Christ but knew nothing of the gospel
as I hadn’t started reading the Bible or
met any Christians but was well aware
of the Luciferian agenda to believe
but hadn’t yet the saving faith. Many
revelations came to light about the
ayahuasca, for example this one page
blog entitled ‘ayahuasca my trip into hell’
and elsewhere, scriptures of how Satan
can pose as an angel of light. He is the
master counterfeiter and father of lies.
Patterns emerged in testimonies and
ayahuasca artwork that spoke of and
depicted an encounter with a serpent
dawned on me; the beguiling serpent...
wow!!!! It was was in the early hours
of the morning I got a childhood Bible,
clutched it to my chest and for the irst
time cried out loud to God, “I believe, I’ve
been tricked, I follow you now, I won’t do
it” and repented of it. I’m certain I saw a
shadow entity lee from the corner of my
eye.
‘Now war arose in heaven, Michael
and his angels ighting against the
dragon. And the dragon and his
angels fought back, but he was
defeated, and there was no longer
any place for them in heaven. And
the great dragon was thrown down,
that ancient serpent, who is called the
devil and Satan, the deceiver of the
whole world—he was thrown down to
the earth, and his angels were thrown
down with him’. Rev 12:7-9 (End times)
the song coming to a climax, it was then
I spotted a large brightly lit cross across
the bay and God whispered, ‘you’re not
alone’. The temptation had been so great
to take ayahusaca but God delivered me
in the nick of time. I’d been putting all my
hope of healing in ayhuasca but now I
knew my hope and healing was and must
be in Jesus Christ. The answers were
in the Bible, bible prophecy was again
something that gave me that security and
proof and to know that God wins…Satan
is a defeated enemy….death where is
your victory, where is your sting? When
I got to Machu Picchu after a wonderful
time camping and trekking in God’s
creation star gazing at the Milky Way I
felt deiled to be sat at a place of sun god
worship and the underworld…so I found
a quiet place to sit and read in solace…
‘For such men are false apostles,
deceitful workers, disguising
themselves as apostles of Christ.
No wonder, for even Satan disguises
himself as an angel of light. Therefore
it is not surprising if his servants also
disguise themselves as servants of
righteousness, whose end will be
according to their deeds’.2 Corinthians
11:13-15
astral projection. These have already
become the fastest growing occultic
interests in the world. More recently mind
science has been gaining worldwide
acceptance as people learn how to
properly use their minds to visualise
everything from success to bending a
metal spoon with their mind. The same
false miracles or “wonders” we were
warned about but that few take notice of.
‘For our struggle is not against lesh
and blood, but against the rulers,
against the authorities, against the
powers of this dark world and against
the spiritual forces of evil in the
heavenly realms’. Ephesians 6:12
It is realistic to suggest that those who
read of false miracles that will occur in
the latter days think of the same miracles
Jesus performed but from a demonic
source. In many instances this is indeed
the case with supernatural healings that
are talking place all over the world. But
Satan also has his own agenda that he
subtly implemented long ago and is now
pushing ahead in full stride - psychic
phenomenon and the paranormal.
When the disciples asked Jesus what
would characterise the last days just
prior to His return, He explained that it
would be a time of the worst spiritual
deception the world had ever seen. He
said sound doctrine would be despised
and wondered if there would be any
faith left whatsoever on the earth when
He returned (Luke 18:8). He gave His
disciples a solemn warning: “Take
heed that no man deceive you” (Matt.
24:2,5,11,24). He characterised the last
days as a time of religious deception or - deception in religion such as false
messiahs, false prophets, false miracles,
and false doctrines. All four were
prophesied to band together to pave the
way for the Antichrist (Matt. 24:24-25).
This prophesied deceit is the same
band of deceit we are being iniltrated
with today. The metaphysical realm has
exploded into our culture bringing with it
shamans, gurus, psychic phenomenon
and the paranormal in precognition,
telepathy, clairvoyance, telekinesis,
automatic handwriting, channeling, and
Magicians such as Dynamo use demon
power - take your pic of videos here
In Matthew 24:24 Jesus warned us of
psychic power that produces counterfeit
“great signs and wonders” that would
occur in the last days. The power of the
mind, the unknown, and accomplished
superhuman feats that are grasping
audiences worldwide. A strange
departure from the past when psychic
phenomena was held at an arms length
as ridiculous and ridiculed. But even then
it had a strange fascination, the unknown
always has to those who don’t read their
Bibles to know that there really isn’t
anything unknown about the “unknown.”
For the last days Jesus warned of
unprecedented religious deception of the
demonic kind. A wide range of deceit
one might not even suspect as demonic.
A time when the last days church would
frightening. Source: MedTerms.com
The phenomenon of sleep paralysis can
be recognised in reports across different
cultures and throughout history. Perhaps
the most famous historic example of
sleep paralysis in art is Henry Fuseli’s
1781 painting ‘The Nightmare’. This
painting features many of the classic
symptoms of sleep paralysis. The
central igure is portrayed lying on her
back with a demon sitting on her chest,
and strange looking creatures in the
background. Many consider it Fuseli’s
greatest work and it is believed to be one
of the irst artistic impressions of sleep
paralysis.
become so corrupted that it would
actually begin to oppose and deny what
Christ taught while at the same time
insisting that it is faithful to Him! A deceit
so pervasive and manipulative that
many wouldn’t even recognise it as the
prophesied demonic invasion it is. To
those familiar with Biblical prophecy it
doesn’t come as a major surprise. Jesus
Himself warned of worldwide religious
deception on an unprecedented scale
just prior to His return.
Going back to my testimony, I was also
researching what scientists label “sleep
paralysis” which I’d encountered since
childhood and later, especially during my
deep research into understanding the
occult and UFO and alien abductions.
Some nights it was relentless, going
on all night, causing great fear and
distress as I would get a “felt presence”
immediately before it would happen,
waking me out of my dream state. Then
the paralysis and electrical type buzzing/
frequency which felt like it was trying to
pull my spirit out of my body...a battle
of wills. Other times, I had a demon sit
on the edge of my bed which caused
my body to roll in towards it. Twice I
heard my name (voice to skull) being
called during the daytime, on separate
ocassions, like a whisper, ‘Kaaaatie’.
Sleep Paralysis Deinition:
A frightening form of paralysis that
occurs when a person suddenly inds
himself or herself unable to move for
a few minutes, most often upon falling
asleep or waking up. Sleep paralysis is
due to an irregularity in passing between
the stages of sleep and wakefulness.
The symptoms of sleep paralysis
include sensations of noises, smells,
levitation, paralysis, terror, and images
of frightening intruders. Once considered
very rare, up to half of all people are now
believed to experience sleep paralysis
sometime during their life. Sleep
paralysis is not considered to be a sign
of a serious condition, although it can be
After watching countless testimonies on
YouTube all with startling similarities to
my own and unconvinced by the new
religion called science for its explanation,
I came across an excellent Christian
ministry www.stopsleepparalysis.org what it is and how to stop it.
Sleep paralysis is known by many names
across the world including “Old Hag
Syndrome” in the west. Some claims
it is caused by “Shadow People,” “Hat
Man,” or various evil spiritual beings like
demons. Some but not all cases of “alien
abductions” or incubus and succubus
attacks (spiritual rape) can be chalked
up to a severe sleep paralysis episode.
In Chris White’s book, nonproit websites
and videos, he explains know how to do
something that most sleep scientists say
is impossible: to stop sleep paralysis for
good.
Calling on the name of Jesus in my mind
stopped the attacks!! More on this later in
this document.
http://www.stopsleepparalysis.org/
I therefore resigned myself to a trip
(not a hallucinogenic one) to Peru and
treat it as a break away, not the spiritual
enlightenment I had initially hoped for.
All I knew at this point was that I must
get to Israel and Jerusalem and ind
out all there is to know about Christ so I
planned it that 24hrs after landing back
at Heathrow I’d be in Israel on a Christian
tour group of the holy land (August
2014).
So, the city of Iquitos, a remote mecca
for 19th century rubber barons, the
largest city in the world with no roads
leading to it, gateway to the three
frontiers region of the Amazon Basin,
is where the western gringo shamans
have taken residence. Here, amidst the
sweating jungle lowlands, the immediate
surprise is that Iquitos doesn’t roll out at
a languid pace, but is all go-ahead charm
and sparky energy, with moto-taxis
buzzing past the old colonial mansions
and main plaza, and a riverfront of
lively bars and restaurants where
you’ll ind the aya pilgrims.The three
shamans who have achieved almost
cult celebrity status are Peter Gormon,
Alan Shoemaker and Ron Wheelock
who host global ayahuasca conferences.
Gorman, whom I met, is a big part of
the modernist ayahuasca drug tourism
industry in Iquitos, and perhaps central to
it, being in the business for close to thirty
years. He started as a tour guide in the
jungle, taking folks out for an unfamiliar
drug that he would soon popularise to
the point it is today; mainstream and
well-known. Those I tried to witness to
varied and some were Christians!! A few
New Agers threw up the crossed ingers
sign to me for my unwanted warnings.
The irony wasn’t lost on me.
Later on, having lown to Lima for the
second part of my trip to Machu Picchu
with an overnight stay in the capital, I
was in a cab from the airport to my hotel
with a huge niggling regret at still having
not found peace or insights with the
ayahuasca experience having travelled
across the globe for healing and the
opportunity had passed (even though I
new it was a deception). Feeling sad and
lonely at my plight, an old eighties song
was playing, “All by myself” by Carmen to
add insult to injury and as the cab left the
highway onto the snaking coastal road,
the song coming to a climax and inner
emotions charged, it was then I spotted
a large brightly lit cross across the bay
and God whispered, “you’re not alone,
I will never leave you or forsake you”.
It was a poigniant moment, a turning
point of sorts, closure. The temptation
had been so great to take ayahusaca but
God delivered me in the nick of time from
deceiving spirits and inviting demonic
oppression, possibly far worse than sleep
paralysis. I’d been putting all my hope
of healing in a witch doctor, a “medicine
man”, but now I knew my hope and
healing was and must be in Jesus.
‘Sanctify them in the truth; Your word
is truth’. John 17:17 ‘So do not fear, for
I am with you; do not be dismayed, for
I am your God. I will strengthen you
and help you; I will uphold you with
my righteous hand. Isaiah 41:10
When I arrived at Machu Picchu after a
wonderful time camping and trekking in
God’s creation star gazing at the Milky
Way, it felt inappropriate to be sat at
a tourist attraction, a place of sun god
worship and the underworld so I found a
remote place to connect with God. There
were some pagans trying to absorb
some ancient energy but I knew they
were deceived and I spoke to God in my
spirit,“I’m beginning to see through your
eyes, thank you, from the bottom of my
once Godless heart..no turning back”.
their plans to depopulate the planet
through sterilisation (e.g. monsanto
foods), wars, virus epidemics and
various other means while people sleep
walk into tyranny. Their escoteric plans
are hidden in plain sight. Google ‘The
Georgia guidestones’.The illuminati have
done such an excellent job of reverse
psychology that if you even mention the
word “consipracy” or “illuminati” people
are programmed to have an immediate
mocking response. click here People
or rather “sheeple” as known in the
truth movement are so plugged into the
system that they will die to save and
protect it and ultimately take the “mark of
the beast” rather than accept Jesus’ free
gift of salvation.
So the realisation that the elite of the
world have had their own religion for
quite some time, that in the occult world,
“the mysteries”, traced back to Babylon
in Sumeria truly blew my mind (and
shook me to near mental collapse). The
modern doctrine is luciferian, in plain
terms it is “satanic.” What was more
astonishing is that the un-initiated mass
public have been unwittingly enslaved
to them and their religion on a massive
scale. The elite own virtually everything
and they have literally programmed us
to their liking. They instigate wars and
start revolutions in the “name of God”
and have us ight and die for them. They
even fund both sides of wars and rewrite
history. They have owned corporations,
ad-campaigns and our education
curriculum. They have brainwashed
the masses into thinking that we’re all
basically big-brained monkeys. I have
listened to their music, read their books
and have watched their television and
movies since I was born. They had
brainwashed me so superbly that I
used to mock conspiracy theorists and
Christians. For me to now be a Christian
is a miracle in itself. Although what I
went through discovering the New World
Order was extremely painful process I
now cling to the cross of Jesus for dear
life and it has made this war for my soul
VERY real. It’s more real than the fake
society Satan has carved out.
Now you’re beginning to see why I
became so traumatised and the more I
unearted the more diabolical and horriic
For me, the scales have fallen off my
eyes and I’m being sanctiied, reconciled
back to the father God, through Christ. I
can now detect symbolism, agendas in
the media and have the word of God so
I won’t be so easily deceived again and
I’m marvelling at His creation! I am living
in an unparalleled history, HIS story and
can see prophecy being fulilled before
my eyes. Whereas before I was frozen
in fear of the New World Order (whose
no. 1 targets are Jews and Christians
before they turn on the NWO defectors)
but now I am essentially “free” and “born
of the spirit”, trusting in Jesus and His
promises to those who love Him and
REPENT of their sins. I’ve not had a
more sound mind since I can recall, he is
a healer! Whereby I can cry out “Abba,
Father” and I know he’s there. My rock,
my comforter, my creator! For God has
not given us “the spirit of fear; but of
power, and of love, and of a sound
mind” 2 Timothy 1:7. “All Scripture
is inspired by God and proitable for
teaching, for reproof, for correction,
for training in righteousness’” 2
Timothy 3:16
Where I once bucked, reared and
revolted from my master (the Lord of
Lords and King of Kings) I now draw
near to him, to trust and obey, learning to
surrender my will in obedience to Him.
I hope I can be so bold as to call myself
a watchman on the wall, sounding the
alarm and pointing towards Jesus. For
“He is the way, the truth and the life,
no-one comes to the Father except
through Him” John 14:6. Our creator
of the universe came in the lesh, he
who knew no sin, to become sin for the
world that whosoever shall believe on
him shall not perish but have everlasting
life. However even the demons believe
and tremble..no we must worship Him in
spirit and in truth. Salvation is not found
in ANY religion; but rather, in a Person
- The Lord Jesus Christ. No amount
of good works can take a person to
Heaven. We need Christ’s righteousness
this current time we are pilgrims, this
world is passing away, we have no
lasting city here, we are seeking a city
which is to come.
(Romans 4:5-6), because we have no
self-righteousness to offer God (Isaiah
64:6). Only through the precious blood
of Jesus Christ can a person have their
sins forgiven, and be saved eternally (1
Peter 1:18,19). Salvation is freely given
(Romans 5:15), freely offered (Romans
10:13), and freely received (Revelation
22:17). Salvation is receiving, not giving.
Eternal life is the gift of God (Romans
6:23).The Word of God clearly states
in Romans 4:5 …“But to him that
worketh not, but believeth on him
that justiieth the ungodly, his faith
is counted for righteousness.”The
Biblical Gospel excludes ALL selfrighteousness!
Heaven is not sitting in some cloud
playing a harp, as the picture that man
paints where boredom sets in but a great
city fashioned by God, not man. We are
promised when Jesus comes back (this
time in judgement and as King, not the
suffering servant) to be transformed to
be like his glorious resurrected body.
He promises to wipe away every tear,
all pain and mourning will be gone
for ever in the glorious new universe.
Every weakness, inirmity and deformity
will be removed. All uncleaness and
unrighteousness will be removed. For
While people are busy making plans for
their future not knowing we are at the
very end of this age, my priorities are
remainig faitful to my redeemer. Getting
built up in the Holy faith, putting on
“the armour of God” (Ephesians 6) and
planning for spiritual warfare, persecution
and possible martyrdom. Getting to know
HIM. To be “wise as a serpent and
gentle as a dove’” - Matthew 10:16 Full
of oil in my lamp as I wait for the soon
return of Christ. My fear of self has been
replaced by a fear of God…for “the fear
of God is the beginning of wisdom”Proverbs 9:10
‘Nay, in all these things we are more
than conquerors through him that
loved us. For I am persuaded, that
neither death, nor life, nor angels,
nor principalities, nor powers, nor
things present, nor things to come,
nor height, nor depth, nor any other
creature, shall be able to separate
us from the love of God, which is
in Christ Jesus our Lord’. Romans
8:37-39 ‘For the word of the cross
is foolishness to those who are
perishing, but to us who are being
saved it is the power of God’. 1
Corinthians 1:18
Be anxious for nothing, but in
everything by prayer and supplication
with thanksgiving let your requests
be made known to God. And the
peace of God, which surpaces all
comprehension, will guard your
hearts and your minds in Christ
Jesus’. Phillipians 4:7
Seek Jesus Christ Today! No One Is
Promised Tomorrow.
“If the world hates you, you know that
it has hated Me before it hated you.
If you were of the world, the world
would love its own; but because
you are not of the world, but I chose
you out of the world, because of this
the world hates you. Remember the
word that I said to you, a slave is
not greater than his master. If they
persecuted Me, they will persecute
you”, John 15:18-20
“For since the creation of the world
His invisible attributes, His eternal
power and divine nature, have been
clearly seen, being understood
through what has been made, so that
they are without excuse”Romans 1:20
God’s Wrath against Sin “Therefore
God gave them over in the lusts of
their hearts to impurity, so that their
bodies would be dishonored among
them. For they exchanged the truth
of God for a lie, and worshiped and
served the creature rather than the
Creator, who is blessed forever. For
this reason God gave them over to
degrading passions; for their women
exchanged the natural function for
that which is unnatural”. Romans 1:25
Amazing Grace, how sweet, the sound. hat
saved, a wretch like me. I once was lost, but
now I’m found. Was blind, but now I see.
I will sprinkle clean water on you, and
you will be clean… (Ezekiel 36:25).
If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me
and drink. He who believes in Me,
as the Scripture has said, out of his
heart will low rivers of living water.
(John 7:37-38).
I am the light of the world. Whoever
follows Me will never walk in
darkness, but will have the light of life.
(John 8:12)
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biblestudyandtheology/jewishroots/feast_
of_tabernacles_jews_for_jesus_david_
brickner.aspx
Jesus said, “Greater love has no one
than this, that one lay down his life
for his friends. You are My friends
if you do what I command you. No
longer do I call you slaves, for the
slave does not know what his master
is doing; but I have called you friends,
for all things that I have heard from
my Father I have made known to you”
John 15:13-15
Thanksgiving and Prayer
“…giving thanks to the Father, who
has qualiied us to share in the
inheritance of the saints in Light. For
He rescued us from the domain of
darkness, and transferred us to the
kingdom of His beloved Son, in whom
we have redemption, the forgiveness
of sins.” Colossians 1:13
“..to open their eyes and turn them
from darkness to light, and from the
power of Satan to God, so that they
may receive forgiveness of sins and a
place among those who are sanctiied
by faith in me.” Colossians 1:13
“Your words were found and I ate
them, and Your words became for me
a joy and the delight of my heart;
For I have been called by Your name,
O Lord God of hosts”. Jeremiah 15:16
Galatians 4:16
Am I therefore become your enemy,
because I tell you the truth?
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