4.2.1 The Influence of Society on Yozo’s Perception of the Existence of Human Being
Because of the influence from his society, Yozo makes his own perception about the existence of human being. Yozo has some different perception from the
society about human being. Yozo has different way of thinking from the most common people. That is why he feels that he is no longer human because he is
very different from the others. He does not have the same perception with his society about human being. He could not get the same understanding with the
society. So, he is against what society says about human being. “I can’t even guess myself what it must be to live the life of a human being.” 21
As a normal person, one will have many kind of feelings for example feeling of hurt, happiness, sadness, boredom, etc. One example of the feelings is
the feeling of hungry or hunger. The normal people will feel hungry but Yozo does not feel that. He is confused why people have that kind of hunger.
Again, I have never known what it means to be hungry. I don’t mean by this statement that I was raised in a well-to-do family—I have no such
banal intent. I mean that I have had not the remotest idea of the nature of the sensation of “hunger”. It sounds peculiar to say it, but I have never
been aware that my stomach was empty. 22
He is never aware that his stomach is empty. When he goes home after school, the
people at home treat him and think that he must be hungry then they will ask him to eat. To please them, he will pretend that he is hungry and he will eat.
Seeking to please, as I invariably did, I would mumble that I was hungry, and stuff a dozen jelly beans in my mouth, but what they meant by feeling
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Of course I do a great deal all the same, but I have almost no recollection of ever having done so out of hunger. Unusual or extravagant things tempt
me, and when I go to the house of somebody else I eat almost everything put before me, even if it takes some effort. As a child the most painful part
of the day was unquestionably mealtime, especially in my own home. 23
There is a custom in Yozo’s family about having mealtime. They have to eat together, lined up in two facing rows at table. Yozo sits at the end because he
is the youngest child. The dining room is dark, the atmosphere is gloomy and all the members about ten or more are silent. This condition gives him enough chills.
Moreover, Yozo lives in an old-fashioned country household where there is no extravagant food only prescribed food. It would be useless for Yozo to hope for
unusual or special food. Yozo is always afraid every time he has mealtime because he will be forced to eat.
The dining room was dark, and the sight of the ten or more members of the household eating their lunch, or whatever the meal was, in gloomy silence
was enough to send chills through me. Besides, this was an old-fashioned country household where the food was more or less prescribed, and it was
useless even to hope for unusual or extravagant dishes. I dreaded mealtime more each day. I would sit there at the end of the table in the dimly lit
room and, trembling all over as with the cold, I would lift a few morsels of food to my mouth and push them in. 24
Those things make him confused. He asks himself why people do that, how
necessary it is. He does not understand why people sometimes have to eat regularly even maybe they do not feel hungry. In Yozo’s experience, he is
confused why all the members in his family should eat together even in a gloomy room and it becomes a ritual.
“Why must human beings eat three meals every single day? What extraordinarily solemn faces they all make as they eat It seems to be some
kind of ritual. Three times every day at the regulated hour the family gathers in this gloomy room. …” 24
It’s common for people to eat because they will die if they do not eat. So, there is a big doubt and fear arise in Yozo’s mind about eating. He cannot get the
meaning, he has different perception about this. He thinks that people do not have to eat that regularly. In his perception, people have to think about another thing
not only about food. Yozo is against what society says about eating and food. Eat or die, the saying goes, but to my ears it sounded like just one more
unpleasant threat. Nevertheless this superstition I could only think of it as such always aroused doubt and fear in me. Nothing was so hard for me to
understand, so baffling, and at the same time so filled with menacing overtones as the commonplace remark, “Human beings work to earn their
bread, for if they don’t eat, they die.” 24
Yozo still has no understanding about what makes human beings behave in the way that they do. That is why Yozo feels different with the others and
thinks that he is not included as human beings. In other words, you might say that I still have no understanding of what
makes human beings tick. My apprehension on discovering that my concept of happiness seemed to be completely at variance with that of
everyone else was so great as to make me toss sleeplessly and groan night after night in my bed. It drove me indeed to the brink of lunacy. I wonder
if I have actually been happy. 24-25
He does not understand the meaning of happiness. He cannot feel what other
people feel about happiness. He does not know why people could feel the happiness of their life. He asks whether all these people feel the truth happiness or
just pretend if they are happy. Although people tell him for many times how lucky he is but still he always feels that he is suffering in hell. Yozo thinks that those
people who say that are actually much happier than him. Yozo sometimes thinks that his life is full of burdens. “I have sometimes thought that I have been
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neighbour would be enough to make a murderer of him.” 25 Yozo thinks their neighbours are completely egoists if they could survive without doing something
and because they are accustomed to the way they live and never doubt themselves. I simply don’t understand. I have not the remotest clue what the nature or
extent of my neighbour’s woes can be. Practical troubles, grieves that can be assuaged if only there is enough to eat—these may be the most intense
of all burning hells, horrible enough to blast to smithereens my ten misfortunes, but that is precisely what I don’t understand: if my
neighbours manage to survive without killing themselves, without going mad, maintaining an interest in political parties, not yielding to despair,
resolutely pursuing the fight for the existence, can their grieves really be genuine? Am I wrong in thinking that these people have become such
complete egoists and are so convinced of the normality of their way of life that they have never once doubted themselves? If it is the case, their
sufferings should be easy to bear: they are the common lot of human beings and perhaps the best one can hope for. 25-26
Yozo thinks and also asks what kind of dream they have, what they think while they are walking whether it is money or the other things. The more Yozo tries to
understand, the more confused he is. After thinking about it Yozo feels that he is completely not like the rest or the other people. It is hard for Yozo to mingle with
others. He does not know what to say and how to say it. I seem to have heard the theory advanced that human beings live in order
to eat, but I’ve never heard anyone say that they lived in order to make money. … It is almost impossible for me to converse with other people.
What should I talk about, how should I say it? –I don’t know. 26
That is why he invents his clowning, his way to pretend to someone else.
Although he has a mortal dread of human beings he seems quite unable to renounce their society. He feels that he no longer belongs to the society. He never
answers back anything said to him by his family. He always accepts the attack in silence.
I felt convinced that their reprimands were without doubt voices of human truth speaking to me from eternities past; I was obsessed with the idea that
since I lacked the strength to act in accordance with this truth, I might already have been disqualified from living among human beings. This
belief made me incapable of arguments or self-justification. Whenever anyone criticized me I felt certain that I had been living under the most
dreadful misapprehension. I always accepted the attack in silence, though inwardly so terrified as almost to be out of my mind. 27
Commonly, people will show their true feeling when they get angry. They will
show who they really are. People tend to protect themselves when they feel that they are attacked. Somehow Yozo feels afraid when he knows this truth because
he thinks that he cannot do what the common human beings do when they are attacked. He starts destroying himself.
It is true, I suppose, that nobody finds it exactly pleasant to be criticized or shouted at, but I see in the face of the human being raging at me a wild
animal in its true colours, one more horrible than any lion, crocodile or dragon. People normally seem to be hiding this true nature, but an
occasion will arise as when an ox sedately ensconced in a grassy meadow suddenly lashes out with its tail to kill the horsefly on its flank when
anger makes them reveal in a flash human nature in all its horror. Seeing this happen has always induced me a fear great enough to make my hair
stand on end, and at the thought that this nature might be one of the prerequisites for survival as human being, I have come close to despairing
of myself. 28 I have always shook with fright before human beings. 28
Yozo cannot think and perceive like the others. His society has influenced him to think differently. He always opposes what society says about human
beings. It is because he cannot be like what the society expects. Yozo has different perception about the existence of human being. Yozo says, “Human beings never
submit to human beings” 24. It means that human beings never accept the authority of human being itself.
Yozo perceives that human beings cannot form an idea of survival. Even though, human beings try to survive by doing many things but in Yozo’s opinion
human beings only know one thing about surviving. “Human beings cannot conceive of any means of survival except in terms of a single then-and-there
contest.” 124 The reason why Yozo chooses to become a clown is because he cannot say
the truth. If he can tell the truth, he will say everything including the crime to his parents but he cannot do that. “If I had formed the habit of telling the truth I might
perhaps have been able to confide unabashedly to my father or mother about the crime, but I could not fully understand even my own parents. So I said nothing of
the truth.” 35 He is also asking about the religion in human beings. He asks why they have religion and whether it is necessary or not to trust God.
Some perhaps will deride me. “What do you mean by not having faith in human beings? When did you become a Christian anyway?” I fail to see,
however, that a distrust for human beings should necessarily lead directly to religion. Is it not true, rather, that human beings, including those who
may now be deriding me, are living in mutual distrust, giving not a thought to God or anything else? 36
People around him makes him confused about what actually human being is. In
this novel we can see one example of what most human being do. When Yozo’s father has a political meeting and one the important figure comes and deliver
speech. In that meeting, they seem happy and appreciate the speech. They give a big applause. But then when they are on the way home together with Yozo, Yozo
can hear some voices from his father’s friend commenting and criticising very severely with anger tones about his father’s opening in the political meeting.
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meeting is. This moment makes Yozo confused. He finds it difficult to know when people are genuinely happy.
This, however, is only a minor example. I am convinced that human life is filled with many pure, happy, serene examples of insincerity, truly
splendid of their kind—of people deceiving one another without strangely enough any wounds being inflicted, of people who seem unaware even
that they are deceiving one another. But I have no special interest in instances of mutual deception. I myself spent the whole day long
deceiving human beings with my clowning. I find it difficult to understand the kind of human being who lives, or who is sure he can live, purely,
happily, serenely while engaged in deceit. Human beings never did teach me that abstruse secret. 37
Yozo does not understand how to be a human being. He feels afraid of human
beings. He feels that he is not a human being because he cannot be like what human beings should be.
CHAPTER 5 CONCLUSION AND SUGGESTIONS
This chapter consists of two parts. The first is concerned with the conclusion of the analysis of the formulated problems. The second states the
suggestion for future researchers and for teaching English using literary works.
5.1 Conclusion
After analyzing the main character based on the problem formulations which are to find out Yozo’s traits and his society which influences his perception
about human being, I can conclude two points: Yozo’s description as the main character and Japanese society which influences his perception.
Yozo is an introvert person. He rarely says his feelings to someone else. He just keeps his feelings. It is difficult to know what he wants. He is just silent.
Moreover, Yozo has different way of thinking from the most common people. So, it is hard to guess what he thinks.
Yozo likes pretending by being a clown. He just wants to make people around him happy. It does not matter if people do not know his true feelings. As
long as he can make people laugh he will always do it. He always has ideas to make jokes. He never runs out of ideas. It is his way to show people that he exists.
Yozo is sensitive. Every time he hears someone says something strange about him, he will easily start doubting about himself. Yozo is also timid. He is
shy and nervous. He is not brave to do something. He will keep distance from the
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