Dipta’s Story Dipta’s Description

54 improve their way of thinking especially in some tasks. Dipta also said that the exercises were not monotonous. …The exercises are various enough for us to practice the vocabulary. They are not monotonous. They facilitate us to develop our way of thinking. Especially in commenting sentences part, the feedback from friends can improve our knowledge about tenses and vocabulary. DA18 However, on the contrary, Dipta complained about the number of the tasks. He said it was too many. He thought it was because of the task variation. The tasks were quite many, perhaps because the features of the exercises are so various. Well…actually they are good to improve our vocabulary knowledge but it’s tiring. Too many tasks to do. DA26 At last, when he was asked his preference in choosing between web-based vocabulary class and traditional class, Dipta chose traditional class. It was because traditional class offered less homework than web-based vocabulary class. He felt stressful with the high expectation in web-based vocabulary class. He also said that he regretted taking this class since it was quite demanding. …I just feel happier in traditional class…the one with books and printed handouts. It is easier, I think. It is more suitable with my learning style. I just need to study in the class, no more exercises at home. Everything is under control because it is done in class and the lecturer check the work directly. DA24 DA31: Honestly, I felt stressful with this new teaching method, miss. It seemed that the lecturer’s expectation was very high by applying this website. If I knew this before, I wouldn’t take this class. Q32: So, did you regret it? DA32: I think so, miss. Because this is actually an elective course, it should not be this complicated. Further, Dipta also felt disappointed with his result of study since he got C as the final result. He said that he had tried his best in studying but the result was not as he expected. 55 I feel that I’ve tried my best in studying. Reading and practicing in my spare time. I want to perform well so that my parents would be happy to see me, it will also be my pride. I think I had done all of the tasks well. I tried to get A but I got only C. It’s quite disappointing. DA29 ELTGallery offered flexibility for the students to manage their own learning progress and process. In order to do that, the students were encouraged to have high responsibility. However, Dipta still enjoyed classroom atmosphere with a large portion of interaction and supervision from the lecturer. He felt that it was much easier to handle. Moreover, in conventional class, he would not face some technical problems which usually happened in web-based class. Thus, Dipta felt that studying vocabulary with ELTGallery was burdening.

2. Martha’s Description

In this part, I present Martha’s personal profile to see her life background better. Life background is important since it can give influence on the way someone reacts and acts in facing certain phenomena. This part also presents Martha’s story of her lived experience in joining web-based vocabulary class.

a. Martha’s profile

Martha was twenty years old when she took the vocabulary class and agreed to help me as research participant in this study. She was also from Yogyakarta and lived with her parents in Sleman, Yogyakarta. She was the youngest in the family. She had one elder sister and she was very close to her. Her family was very familiar with English learning environment. Her sister was graduated from PBI Sanata Dharma University. Her mother also once took KBI in Sanata Dharma University for her master degree. She felt lucky with that because PLAGIAT MERUPAKAN TINDAKAN TIDAK TERPUJI 56 she could discuss her learning progress with her sister and mother. Martha ’s mother is now an English teacher in SMPN 2 Mlati Yogyakarta. She described her mother as a firm and hardworking person. She also had a strong leadership skill, thus her mother is also the headmaster of the school. Her father was a pensioner from PDAM Yogyakarta. She described her father as a wise and patient man. She said that her family always supported her study well and it made her fully motivated to do her best in the study. Before continuing her study in PBI Sanata Dharma University, Martha graduated from SMAN 2 Yogyakarta. She had realized that she had a talent and interest in English since she was in senior high school. Thus, she entered PBI Sanata Dharma University. She had a strong will to improve her English skill since she realized how important it was to be excellent in it. Martha described herself as an ambitious girl. She liked to set her expectations high and dare to take risks in achieving her dreams. Martha was interested in education field because she could also learn about psychology, such as students’ motivation, learning style, and so on. She was also interested to take the vocabulary class because she realized that vocabulary was very important to support her English learning process. Thus, she took the class to improve her English skills significantly.

b. Martha’s story

Martha realized that she was going to endure different learning process with ELTGallery. She knew that she had to be more responsible with her own learning process. She loved the idea of making the students more ready with what PLAGIAT MERUPAKAN TINDAKAN TIDAK TERPUJI 57 they were going to have in class since ELTGallery had been completed with the learning materials for one semester. Well, ELTGallery is applied in the class to help the students to learn vocabulary more independently. We have to be responsible to our own learning progress because most of the activities and tasks should be done outside lesson hours. It really needs a good time management, miss, because the tasks are quite a lot. MA2 …Even it required us to be very independent in accomplishing the goals. Personally, I felt positive about that. Moreover, I am typically a person who is very curious about what topic to discuss in the class in the following day with the lecturer. With ELTGallery, the materials were not only prepared for the following meeting but it was ready for the whole semester, so that I could prepare myself better for the class. I was more ready and confident to join the class. Except…when there were a lot of things to do at the same time, then seeing the deadline in ELTGallery was very stressing. But, the idea of making the students more independent and responsible to their own study progress was very good, I think. MA46 Martha tried to make use of ELTGallery to improve her vocabulary knowledge maximally. Yet, when she could not find supported features, she tried to find them from other sources. For example, ELTGallery did not provide the phonetic transcription in the word list. Then, Martha checked and practiced the pronunciation in her dictionary. I always consult the dictionary, miss. I usually bring my pocket dictionary in my bag. So every time I feel doubt about how to pronounce some words, I check the dictionary. Unfortunately, ELTGallery is not yet completed with a feature to teach us the pronunciation. MA10 Martha shared that the vocabularies she learnt from the word list in ELTGallery helped her to improve her reading skill. However, Martha learnt word formation more in linguistic class. Besides, she also checked dictionary and read more articles to improve her knowledge. The vocabularies from the website help me to comprehend an article. I love reading, miss. So I think it helps me to improve my 58 understanding in written texts. Spoken texts, I improve it from watching English movies without Indonesian subtitles. Although I often miss some words because the actors speak so fast but at least I learn. MA13 Every time I get a new word, I check the dictionary. Oia, in linguistic class I learn more about word formation. We did a lot of practices there. MA12 Martha was lucky since her mother and sister could speak English well. Her sister graduated from PBI Sanata Dharma, while her mother graduated from KBI Sanata Dharma. Martha often practiced her English with them at home. By doing so, she could get more exposures and improve her English skills. MA14: I ask my mother and my sister, because they also know English. Sometimes we speak English at home. Oia, I also learn new phrases through movies. Q15: Wow, you’re lucky enough to have such exposures at home, Martha. You, your sister and your mom, it’s great that you can use English at home with them. MA15: Yes, miss. It’s nice because we have the same educational background. My mother also took her master degree in KBI, like you. My sister was also from PBI Sanata Dharma. So, it’s nice ELTGallery for vocabulary learning was a new thing for Martha. She felt enthusiastic with the purpose of applying the website but she did not really like the look of the website. She wished she had an opportunity to customize her own website page so that the look would be more attractive. She also regretted the errors which often happened in the website. Well, ELTGallery is a new thing in vocabulary learning. The website is quite accessible, except when we experienced error page. The destination buttons are quite simple. But unfortunately, the appearance of each page is monotonous. Quite boring, I think. Perhaps it is because the website designer is still developing the website himself so it went errors quite often. Personally, I don’t like dark blue color. I think it will be nice if we can customize the page with our favorite color. Giving cute borders, pictures, so that the look is more interesting. The most important one is the look and the