Life is Miracle THE ANALYSIS OF MIRACLE

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3. THE ANALYSIS OF MIRACLE

3.1 Life is Miracle

Hazel Grace is in diagnose thyroid cancer stadium IV at the of age 13. She ready to die but not because of it. Miracle happens to Hazel when she has to use drug that is still in testing, it could stop the growth of cancer in his lungs. The drug named phalanxifor in the shape of a tube of oxygen cylinders in green weight only a few pounds. It deliveres two liters of oxygen to her each minute through a cannula, a transparent tube that split just beneath her neck, wrapped behind her ears, and then reunited in my nostrils. So far she can continue to survive with the help of tube for her lungs cancer and successfully resisted with the help of medicines. The Hazel lives her life with a variety of shortcomings. “I had ridicuously fat chipmunked cheeks, a side effect of treatment. I looked like normally proportioned person with a balloon for a head. This was not even to mention the cankle situation.” The Fault In Our Stars, p. 9 Hazel grace is a mother who dotes on her because she is only daughter. Her faithful mother accompany her. Like other teens, sometimes Hazel only pacified by her parents, which causes related to her condition. “You are not a grenade, not to us. Thinking about you dying makes us sad, Hazel, but you are not a grenade. You are amazing. You can’t know, sweetie, because you’ve never a had a baby become a brilliant young reader with a side interest in horrible television shows, but the joy you bring us is so much greater than the sadness we feel about your illness.” The Fault In Our Stars, p. 7 Universitas Sumatera Utara 18 In the winter, her age going to 17, her mother thinks she is depressed, because of she is rarely leave the house, spend quite a lot of time in bed, read the same book over and over, eat infrequently, and devotes quite a bit of my abundant free time to thinking about death. Finally, after her mother brings Hazel meet the Doctor, Doctor Jim subscription pharmaceutical agreeably that Hazel wallow in depression that really cripples because of medication adjusted. “Whenever you read a cancer booklet or website or whatever, they always list depression among the side effects of cancer. But, in fact, depression is not a side effect of cancer. Depression is a side effect of dying.” The Fault In Our Stars, p. 3 To reduce depression her mother asks Hazel to join with a Group Support. Hazel must attend weekly meetings Support Group in support of these Hazel meet with other cancer patients. The group meet every Wednesday in the basement of a stone-walled Episcopal church shaped like a cross. We all sit in a circle right in the middle of the cross, where the two boards will have met, where the heart of Jesus will have been. The Support Group leader is Patrick, and the one a person who is 18 years old in the room. He talks about his life, touch he is about to die but it turns out he does not die of cancer in his testicless. “So here’s how it went in God’s heart: The six or seven or ten of us walked in, grazed at a decrepit selection of cookies and lemonade, sat down in the Circle of Trust, and Listened to Patrick recount for the thousandth time his depressingly miserable life story-how he had cancer in his balls and they thought he was going to die but he didn’t die and now here he is, a full-grown adult in a church basement in the 137 th nicest city in America, divorced, addicted to video games, mostly friendless, eking out a meager living by exploiting his cancertastic past, slowly working his way toward a master’s degree that will not Universitas Sumatera Utara 19 improve his career prospects, waiting, as well all do, for the sword of Damocles to give him the relief that he escaped lo those many years ago when cancer took both of his nuts but spared what only the most generous soul would call his life.” The Fault In Our Stars, pp. 4-5 Where Hazel meets the guy turn Augustus arrives his low voice, and chanting and wonderful sexy named Augustus section aged 17. Augustus sufferes bone cancer Osteosarcoma and has lost one of his legs. Augustus join the Group Support because of the encouragement of his friend Isaac. The reason the joining Augustus with the Support Group that he feels strong again to deal the rest of his life by saying. “The hour proceeded apace: Fights were recounted, battles won amid wars sure to be lost; hope was clung to; families were both celebrated and denounced; it was agreed that friends just didn’t get it; tears were shed; comfort proffered. Neither Augustus Waters nor I spoke again until Patrick said, “Augustus, perhaps you’d like to share your fears with the group.” “My fears?’ “Yes.” “I fear oblivion,” he said without a moment’s pause. “I fear it like the proverbial blind man who’s afraid of the dark.” The Fault In Our Stars, p. 11 After Hazel knows Augustus in Support Group Hazel is no regard Support Group as a who makes his depression during a meeting form a circle, he decides to open up speaking at meeting together of a cancer patient his another. To be part of a group deliberately speak and share a story because she’s been feeling loose from death and very grateful. “There will come a time,” I said, “when all of us are dead. All of us. There will come a time when there are no human beings remaining to remember that anyone ever existed or Universitas Sumatera Utara 20 that our species ever did anything. There will be no one left to remember Aristotle or Cleopatra, let alone you. Everything that we did and built and wrote and thought and discovered will be forgotten and all of this” Maybe that time is coming soon and maybe it is millions of years away, but even if we survive the collapse of our sun, we will not survive forever. There was time before organisms experienced consciousness, and there will be time after. And if the inevitability of human oblivion worries you, I encourage you to ignore it. God knows that’s what everyone else does.” The Fault In Our Stars, p. 12

3.2 Recovery is Miracle