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conclude that Agnes is kind charitable with her lover. Agnes show affection with her speaking to Natan.
3.2.4 Self Esteem Need in Agnes ’s Life
In analysis before, it can be known that Agnes is a loyal person. Agnes does not love other man after her fiancé dead. But after she meets Natan, she can move on
her feeling to other man to be loved in her life. But Natan always hurt Agnes, not far from that case, Agnes to get freedom from Natan.
“
Let me Nathan.” He ignored me.
Let me go I rebel escape from his clutches. You should listen to yourself. You sound like an old woman, raving
about the dreams and foreboding. 105
This conversation that
Agnes wanted Natan release but Nathan does not care Agnes who was pained by the grip Nathan. And then Agnes revolt and escape from
the grip of Nathan. In order that “Let me,” I said. It means that Agnes wants Natan
waive from Natan but Natan ignored Agnes. Natan quickly reached out and grabbed a handful, then use it to pull
me closer. Natan Youre hurting me
but Natan attention distracted by something. What is that? he whispered.
It is seaweed. Or dead seal. Remove the hair. Shh
I let go of my hair out of its grasp, and I turned around to go back to the farm, but Nathan grabbed my sleeve, twist my body, and slapped
my face with a landslide victory. I gasped and immediately raised my hand to the cheek, but Nathan
grabbed my fingers and held it tightly in his own hands, forcing me to bend close to him.
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Do not ever talk like that to me again. Nathans mouth presses against my ear, his voice low and cruel. I should not have asked you
to come here.110
In this conversation that Natan hurt Agnes again. And Agnes wanted to run
away from Natan but Nathan exactly slap Agnes. Then Nathan reminds Agnes to not speak thus about dream and a strange foreboding. But Agnes soothes Natan otherwise
would no one harm him because Natan is not that important. And Agnes are fed up with the nature of temper but Agnes still loves him and remained at his side although
he was always tormented by Natan. And there are other statement that describes Natan always hurt Agnes.
I want you I want to leave the valley because I want to be with you. I felt sick was so angry. I cannot stand it any longer here.
Then, go She took a step back and pulling my hand. Get out Youve just cause trouble
Let me go Im just giving you what you want. You hate me? You want to go?
Good This is the door. 112
It happened because Agnes thought Natan was always blaming her. And Agnes cannot stand with Natan, who had only thought of her as him maid. Natan as Agnes
could only cause problems in her life, Agnes considered as bitchy and Natan wanted
when he needed Agnes.
Sometimes Agnes asks again to Natan about her status and her position. Do you love me?
You start to wander. Answer.
Turn off the lights.
