A Dreamer Girl The Character of Sheila Levine Described in Sheila Levine is Dead and
Being single at the age of thirty absolutely makes her feel stressful and going to be crazy. She always thinks that people around her will think negatively about
herself. She thinks that people around her will think that she is not pretty and nice enough to marry a man.
“No, no, children, don’t go up there. Crazy Aunt Shaila is up there.” “Why is she crazy, Mama?”
“She is crazy because she didn’t get married. Nobody thought she was pretty enough od nice enough to want to marry her, so she went crazy.
That’s all. No, no. Don’t go up there, honey.” Parent, 1972: 30. This negative thinking also makes her feel isolated from her social life.
When her sister Melissa is going to be married she does not want to join the event. She does not want people at that wedding event is giving her questions about when
she is going to be married. Mom, how could you? Dont let this happen to me. Dont make me go to the
wedding with all those people asking me when my turn is. I dont have a turn Mama, dont let her get married first. Stop her. Please Parent, 1972:
120.
When Sheila lives in an apartment with her friend Linda, she meets a guy from the same apartment. He is Charles Miller. He is very good looking guy. Sheila
is exciting to meet a handsome guys like Charles Miller. Her excitement waned when she notices that Charles is throwing his garbage out in boxes. She thinks that
Charles is homosexual because she sees Professor Hinley, who is a homosexual, does the same thing as Charles.
Oh, Sheila, maybe hell come. “Calm down, Linda. Hes gay, a fag, a homosexual.
”You dont know.
Linda, Linda, Linda, when will you learn? Anybody who puts garbage in a box has got to be queer. Ill be inside those boxes were old eyebrow
pencils. How do you know? Im not going to prejudge anybody, and what if he is
queer… that doesnt mean he wont change if he meet the right girl. Parent, 1972: 49.
Sheila is being negative thinking is shown that she is not accepting herself.
She is affraid to face the reality since the things in her life is not going well as she expects. Both her carrier and her love life are not going well and she is feeling that
she has already failed in this life.