experiences faced  in junior high school and senior high school. “The reflection
on the lived experience is always recollective; it is reflection on experience that is already passed or lived through Van Manen, 1990, pp. 9-
10.”
1. The lived experience  before study commencement
The  lived  experience  before  study  commencement  was  divided  into  two: before matriculation and during matriculation.
a. The experience before matriculation
Before matriculation, the researcher and three Papuan students found some obstacles  as  a  follows:  1  low English  competence  particularly  vocabularies,
grammar  and  pronunciation; 2  limited  competent  educators;  and 3  inadequate learning facilities. Here are the reflections of Papuan students:
In my own lived experience I wanted to learn English language in junior high school, but I had  low    English  ability,  vocabulary  and  grammar  because  in before  matriculation my
English  was  not familiar.  For  example vocabulary  ability,  tenses,  pronunciation  and grammar, although I did not give up but always study in junior high school and senior high
school  in  Papua. Other  way  I  had a  dictionary  so  there  were  practice  myself,  because I wanted to knew English language or enrich vocabularies  SO1. Refl.1.
There were three Papuan students who reflected that their past experience in learning  English  before  matriculation  had  similar experience  with my  reflection
Refl. 1, for example low English ability, vocabulary  and grammar. Here are the reflections of three Papuan students:
When I was  in  Junior  High  School, I had  difficulties  in  learning  English  namely;  tenses, pronunciation, and vocabulary. In that time, I liked study English language well. However,
I did  not  familiar  with  English language because low  vocabularies,  grammar  and  tenses. And also in primary and junior high school did not provide equipments for example English
books,  grammar  books  etc. At that time, I did  not  give  up  but  always  try  studied  myself SO2 Refl 1. 22 April, 2014
.” Before  matriculation  my experience  learning  English  I  did  not  liked  because I  had low
vocabularies,  pronunciation,  and  tenses.  However,  sometimes I had  studied  effort  and  to know how to learnt English well. Until in University,  I am also very difficulty because
I did not enrich the vocabularies S03 Refl.129 April, 2014 .”
My  lived  experience  before  matriculation about learning  English language in  junior  high school  and  senior  high  school  I  was  interesting  to  study.  However, I  had  difficult
vocabulary, tenses and grammar, and also did not English books or equipment because of difficulties to learning English SO4 Refl.1, 23 April, 2014
.”
The second theme was limited  competent  educators. All  of  us  mentioned limited  competent  English  educators as  another  cause  of  our  low  English
competence. Because  of  that, Papuan  students had  difficulties  in learning  in primary schools, junior high school and senior high school SO3 and SO4, Refl. 1.
Here is the Papuan student’  reflection about their limited competent educators:
My  experience  when  I  was  in  primary  school  and  junior  high  school,  I  liked  English  but there  were  limited  educators  or  English  teachers.  Because  of  that  I  was  difficult  to
undertood English language in junior high school and senior high school SO1. Refl.2.
All  the three  Papuan  students  reflected  that  their  past  primary  school  and junior  school  had
limited  competence  in  English the  one  mentioned  in  my reflection above My Refl. Refl. 2. Here are the three students reflections:
During the primary school, my, experience in learning English, I did not liked. But when I was  in  junior  high  school,  I  liked  English  language  however,  in  my  junior  high  school
limited  English  teachers  because, of  the  I  had low  vocabularies,  pronunciation, in  during the study period inUniversity S02Refl.2, 29 April, 2014 .”
In  previous  schooling  in  junior  high  school  and  senior  school  very  interested  to  leran English language, but the problems facedmy experience was limited competent educators,
so that I did not studied  English well SO3Refl.2.23 April, 2014 .”
My  experience in  primary  school  or  junior  high  school  I  liked  learns  English.    But  there were  not  English  teachers,  and  also  there  were  limited  educators.  Because  of  that  past
experience  I  had  difficulty  to  understand  English  in  Junior  school SO4Refl.2.23  April, 2014.”
The  third theme  is inadequate  learning  facilities. There  are  two  students reflected  that  their  past  lived  experience  in    junior  high  school  and  senior  high
school  is the same with  SO1 Refl.2, and SO2 Refl. 2. For example, they liked  English  language  in  junior  school  and  senior  school  but  they  did  not
acquire English competence because the Papuan government did not equipped the schools with good learning facilities.  Because of that, they have difficulty in
English language.  Here are their reflections:
The previous schooling experience, in my primary school and junior high school, I liked to learn  English  language  but  inadequate  learning  facilities.  For  example,  English  books,
dictionaries, and others learning facilities. Because of Papuan government did not equipped facilities  SO1. Refl.3.
The  three Papuan students reflected about inadequate learning facilities in their primary school, junior school and senior high school same as my reflection
Refl.3, such as lack of English books, and other learning facilities.
b. The lived Experience during the Matriculation