Interpretation of the Empirical Meaning of Vocabulary Learning

someone or they communicated through E-mail or a formal letter. However, the participants did not learn this much. Other than the fact that IPALL was not develop to facilitate speaking, the participants also mentioned that the teachers sometimes used Bahasa Indonesia in the classroom that they did not give students many chances to practice speaking in English. Both IPALL Matching and Multiple Choice constituted a type of vocabulary learning known as intentional vocabulary learning. Even though Ahmad 2012 argued that “… intentional vocabulary learning based on synonyms, antonyms, word substitution, multiple choice, scrambled words and crossword puzzles, regardless of context, is not so effective, because learners are more prone to rote learning,” it was fine to do intentional vocabulary learning like what IPALL facilitated. It was because it was in line with what Cahyono Widiati 2008 that it was “...essential for beginning students whose lack vocabulary limit their reading ability.” Lacking vocabulary was what the participants claimed. They mentioned that there were many words that they did not know. This made any exercises difficult and it would disable them to develop their skills. 2 Interpretation of the Emergent Empirical Themes a Better Learning Atmosphere Both participants had never had the experience of vocabulary learning using the IPALL or other similar software. Textbooks were frequently used in their previous English class in their previous schools. Lecturing was a common practice of English teaching. Getting bored and sleepy were always the things they felt during English lesson. As the new users of the IPALL, they did not feel any anxiety or fear of being unable to either operate the software or unable to answers the questions. Instead, they thought it was cool and fun. They could learn in a condition where they were not depressed, in a condition where they were able to concentrate more because they could totally focus on vocabulary in each slide. They also liked it because the application was designed by inserting various background and animation. Even though at first they had technical problem, they did not get desperate. They talked to their friends and teachers how to solve it. It showed that Prensky’s 2001 argument about technology era where today’s young people live as quoted in Gregory 2009 also represented what the happened on the days where the participants used the software. They were not afraid to try a new learning medium. Moreover, the participant had laptops of their own. Therefore, operating computer applications including Microsoft PowerPoint was easy. Even though the IPALL was operated differently from the usual Microsoft PowerPoint application, the participants quickly learnt. They did not see it as a thing which made them nervous. According to Marriott Torress 2009 if people had technophobia, they would avoid learning using a learning medium. Yet, it was not what the participants felt. They were more computer literate compared to people who lived in the past, in a different era. Ellis 2008: p.693 mentioned, “...it is important to bear in mind that learners differ in what they find anxiety-provoking.” Rani and Revalda did not think that IPALL was a thing which was anxiety-provoking. Besides, they live in the era where any kinds of technology were much more accessible compared to that some years ago. They are accustomed to the use of technology usage. When it came to doing exercises in the classroom, they also knew that their friends had almost the same competence in operating the application as that of them. Therefore, they just worked on the exercises without being afraid about what other students think of their results. Each student, including the participants also faced the same thing; the fact that it was their first time in life to learn vocabulary using the IPALL and so were their friends. It was obvious because it was also what students stated in their personal notes which they gave to me. Thus, they just kept going without the fear of being unable to operate the IPALL. a Chances to Repeat Having chances to repeat doing the exercises was not a thing they usually had in the classroom. Often, they had to be willing to accept the fact that when their scores for daily tasks or mid-term tests were low, they did not have the chance to improve those scores. In the classroom, they were given three chances to do the exercises. It made them able to learn in their own pace. The results showed that some students who were very careful and clever only took one trial and they were successful in achieving great scores. Meanwhile, the others spent more time because the scores were unsatisfactory. They took longer time compared to the other students. Even though it was so, those who worked slower did not feel nervous knowing that their other friends had finished before they did. They knew how much time, so there was unnecessary to be hurry. Actually, the IPALL Multiple Choice had a feature to enable teachers to give clues for each question. Yet, they did not use it as they did not want the students to depend too much on the clues. It was because when they had an examination, they were supposed to be able to understand questions without any clues. The students should learn to read questions carefully and try to find the clue themselves before answering the questions. The IPALL was convenient in a way which was similar to blog like one of the participants in a study conducted by Lin, Lin, Groom 2013 mentioned, “Blogs are convenient because I can access material or review your referring to the teacher notes any time I like.” The exercises made using IPALL could be copied to the computer in the language laboratory at school so that students could access, do it, and repeat doing it whenever they had time to do it for example such as at break time. The exercises could also be uploaded in ELTgallery, the name of the website which was also developed by B.B.Dwijatmoko so that students could access it from anywhere else for instance, from home or from other places having internet connection. Both Rani and Revalda were delighted to have chances to repeat. Rani told me that the disappointment was deeply felt especially when she had taken a remedial test and obtained a much better score, but it was not what was written in her final report. The scores in the final report were adjusted to the minimum standard of KKM Kriteria Kelulusan Minimum. Meanwhile, Revalda mentioned that she felt a slight of regret whenever she obtained low scores. Since she felt unsatisfied, she took her second chance to do the IPALL matching and multiple choice again. It was beneficial for students because they could notice which part was confusing and they could think about some ways to understand it. These chances were important to the Rani and Revalda because there was plenty of time. They did not need to be in a hurry. They took their time without being afraid to be left behind. They were able to take their time to think about what made a certain answer correct and what made the other answers incorrect in a certain context. Rani and Revalda had made use of the given chances well because they realize that it was the opportunities that they rarely had in the classroom. 3 Interpretation of Other Empirical Theme Unshared Theme The theme which was interpreted in this part was the theme which was not shared by the participants. Even though the theme was not found in both participants’ lived experience, it was still important to enable me and also the readers to understand how different things could shape meaning differently on vocabulary learning using the IPALL. This other theme was found in Revalda’s story about using IPALL at home. Rani did not share this story because she could not access IPALL from ELTgallery at home as her laptop had different system which made her unable to open the file. Thus, she did it using her friend’s laptop while she was at school or after school. Focus and Concentration There was a difference in vocabulary learning using IPALL. It was about the quiet situation which Revalda did not have when learning at school. She was trying to really concentrate on the exercise that she did. However, she was unable to fully concentrate due to some noise. Her friends were busy talking about which answers to be chosen. At home, she felt more comfortable. There was a good quotation about home by a famous English novelist, Jane Austen. She said, “There is nothing like staying at home for real comfort.” The word home meant differently to each person. For Revalda, it was a place where she was able to take a rest after doing daily activities. Taking a rest at home meant a lot because her mind was more peaceful, her body was more relaxed. It was a calm place where she could also calm her mind. Home was the comfort itself. Home was like a private place for her especially because she was often alone at home. She was alone, but not lonely. It was a place where she could take her time for everything, including doing exercises in IPALL. There was not much noise and she could do the exercises better at home. For her doing less exercises was fine as long as she could concentrate on the vocabulary compared to doing many exercises but having limited time. It was because at the end she was only able to gain knowledge about only a few words. Davies Pearce 2000 stated that “Unfortunately, vocabulary is neglected in some English language courses. This is a pity because working with words can be enjoyable and satisfying for learners.” Having a chance to learn using IPALL made Revalda happy because she had never used such kind of application. It also filled what was missing at school like what happened in some language courses; the need to enrich students’ vocabulary. As she was able to have this chance she really wanted to learn vocabulary seriously with full concentration. It was true that she liked discussing things with her friends. Yet, when the classroom situation started to get noisier that it was not conducive anymore, it was much more comfortable to learn using IPALL at home.

B. TRANSCENDENT MEANING OF VOCABULARY LEARNING

USING IPALL There were some transcendent themes found in the construction of the meaning of vocabulary learning using IPALL to students. Those themes were both the pre-figured transcendent themes in the pre-understanding, and the emergent transcendent themes. Before the texts were described in this part, there were some steps taken. First, the texts from the first up to the fourth interviews were transcribed. It was done to see the meaning formation and development. It also meant that I had sequenced the texts chronologically. Second, I number the texts to indicate which interviews those belong to see the related appendices. The last, I coded some texts according to the pre-figured and emergent themes. The description of the meaning started from the shared pre-figured transcendent themes and it was followed by the description of the shared emergent transcendent themes. The anecdotes were shown with the codes indicating which theme the anecdotes belong to. Themes helped readers comprehend the whole and parts of the meaning construction.

1. Participants

One source from which I obtained texts about transcendent meaning was the participants themselves. By asking further questions which lead to deeper answers, I could obtain rich texts about the meaning of vocabulary learning using IPALL. This helped me a lot in understanding the phenomenon of vocabulary learning using IPALL through their point of views. This enabled me to look deeper into their life and know how this phenomenon meant to their life.

a. Description of the Transcendent Meaning of Vocabulary Learning

Using IPALL to Students The transcendent themes were obtained from transcendent meaning which appeared in participants’ lived experience of vocabulary learning using IPALL. In order to know which meaning the anecdotes referred to, these themes were presented so that it would make the description and interpretation easy to comprehend. There were three out of five pre-figured empirical themes and there were two emergent transcendent themes appeared in the texts and shared by the participants. Like the empirical meaning discussed previously, the transcendent meaning was described starting from the shared pre-figured transcendent themes and then it was followed by the shared emergent transcendent themes. 1 Composite Depiction Based on the Shared Pre-Figured Transcendent Themes a Perseverance Perseverance was another pre-figured theme which became a part of meaning of vocabulary learning using IPALL to participants as students who experienced it. Both participants had perseverance just in their nature. It was supported by the fact that they knew they needed it in their learning process. Revalda told me this story when I asked her about what she did when facing difficulties during the vocabulary learning using the software. I re-read the question as detailed as I could. I also analyzed what it meant. Then, when there was one word which I did not understand, but apparently was the keyword of the question, I looked up for its meaning in dictionary. I tried to think about the logical relation between the meaning of that keyword with the whole question. After I found it, I chose the answer. Re20.G1_Pr.Tr.T_Pers2 It was what she always did. She did not give up. She mentioned, “When I knew that I was not able to obtain a good score in the end of the process, I tried it again.” Re20.G1_Pr.Tr.T_Pers2 She did not directly give up. She wanted to know why the result was not as good as she expected. Thus, it was worth trying again. Rani also uttered similar thing about having perseverance. She felt that it was necessary. She experienced technical problem when she wanted to do the exercises at home. She then, borrowed her friend’s laptop. She said, “I could not use my laptop to open the files so, I borrowed my friend’s.” She did that so that she could find out all answers for all questions. She also mentioned that, “I did all of the exercises because I wanted to accomplish all exercises Ra13.G1_Pr.Tr.T_Pers2. She knew that kept trying was good for her the sake of her study. Perseverance was what made her keep going. Further, she told me, “I tried again even when I had failed many times and only got six” Ra32.H2_Pr.Tr.T_Pers4. She was also a kind of a student who did not want to just give up. Thus, she made use of the next chances well to know if she could do it better. b Honesty There were ways that students could take to be able to obtain good scores. Some students obtain good scores because they worked hard. Meanwhile, the others had tendency to cheat. They did anything just to make good impression even though it was not real. Revalda and Rani shared a story about the scores that they obtained during vocabulary learning using IPALL and what it meant to be honest. Revalda told me, Honesty is important to test my skill. Being dishonest will make me have more trouble at the end. Re21.I3_Pr.Tr.T_Hon2. I am also afraid to be dishonest because I always think what my teacher will think about me if he knows that I am lying. When doing peer checking, I may get good score. Yet, when the teacher corrects my work himself and he knows that I am lying, he will be suspicious. It will affect my dignity as a student. Re25.I3_Pr.Tr.T_Hon4 She was afraid that her teacher did not believe her anymore, so it was better for her to be honest even when it meant showing her unsatisfying score. A score which was not good enough was better than making herself looked bad. Honesty is what all religions teach us to do. If we are not honest, there is a price to pay. If we tell lies much will result in much more sins. It will also make us have many difficulties later on. Re29.I3_Pr.Tr.T_Hon5 She mentioned that how telling lies or being dishonest could result in sins whether or not we realize it. We might think it was not a small, trivial thing but it was not a right thing to do that later on it might put us into trouble. Since it was also what her religion taught her not to do, she had to obey it. Rani mentioned similar thing about being honest. She preferred to do anything honestly than cheating. She told me, When I got six sixty, then I wrote six in the score column. Later, I could do the exercise again for the second time. Ra8.H2_Pr.Tr.T_Hon1 Getting a ‘pure’ score is important because it shows my understanding. If I got five fifty, it means that I still have little knowledge about the word. If I got one hundred, it means that I have very good knowledge about the word. Ra9.H2_Pr.Tr.T_Hon2 She realized how well or how bad her knowledge about vocabulary was. Whenever she obtained bad scores, it was unnecessary for her to manipulate the fact. The fact showed what she was actually able to do. She also mentioned that there was not a reason to lie about her score because she had other chances to