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e. Brave and Strong
Chris  is  a  brave  woman. Chris‘ journey with her husband in the Mojave
Dessert has changed her into a strong woman who would fight for her love. She is able to speak with her angel and her soul has grown. She has died so many times
here in the dessert and been reborn so many times, as well  p. 162. This  can be seen  when  Chris  comes  face-to-face  with  Valhalla.  She  looks  directly  into
Valhalla‘s eyes. Even though she feels dizzy because of the blinding sun and is certain that she will faint but this is
about a woman‘s pride. Valhalla‘s position as the  leader  of  the  Valkyries  does  not  make  her  hesitate,  too  pp.  90-91.
Additionally,  Chris  also  challenges  Valhalla,  the  leader  of  the  Valkyries.  Chris screams at Valhalla, challenging Valhalla to face her on the ritual. On page 162, it
reads, ―Now, it‘s you and me, Valkyrie The Ritual That Demolishes Rituals‖
On the ritual, Chris walks to the very edge of a precipice and challenging Valhalla to do so. Chris challenges Valhalla because she knows that Valhalla tries
to take Paulo away from her. Chris does not hesitate to fight for her love and her man even if she has to face Valhalla, a strong and courageous woman, the leader
of the Valkyries. She even dresses like Valhalla, a strong character and a woman she  admires  and  would  like  to  be,  and  she  has  enough  power  to  defeat  her  p.
164. She had transformed herself into a woman in love, who marched with her
man,  carrying  his  sword  when  necessary,  and  protecting  him  from  all danger. She was a strong woman, although she appeared to be a weak one.
p. 164
39 Furthermore,  on  the  edge  of  the  cliff  Chris  says  that  she  is  going  to  take
one more step. She says that she is going to survive because she is a courageous woman p. 165.
Chris‘s conviction to defeat Valhalla in the ritual shows that her Id,  which  called  eros  controls  her  personality.
Chris‘s  eros  has  driven  her  to defend  her  love  and  her  marriage  in  this  forty-day  journey.  As  it  is  stated  by
Sigmund  Freud  that  eros  is  the  drive  for  survival,  which  operates  at  the unconscious level of our personality.
To sum up, Chris‘s challenge to Valhalla and her personal statement above
show that Chris is a brave and strong woman. Even though Chris looks weak, she is actually strong and brave. She will do anything to defend her love even doing
dangerous things.
B. The Meaning of Paulo and Chris’s Journey in the Mojave Desert
This part discusses the meaning of Paulo and Chris‘s journey in the desert
as  seen  in  the  novel.  The  discussion  is  divided  into  two  parts.  The  first  part discusses  the  surface  meaning  of  their  journey.  The  second  part  focuses  on
discussing the deeper meaning of Paulo and Chris‘s journey.
1. The Literal Meaning of Paulo and Chris’s Journey in the Mojave Desert
Paulo  and Chris‘s  forty-day  journey  in  Mojave  Desert  is  in  order  to
complete Paulo task given by his master, J., and to talk face-to-face to his angel. J. sends Paulo to the Mojave Desert to meet a person named Gene, who could help
Paulo in completing his task. Paulo has to meet Gene in order to learn to converse