Paulo explains it to his wife. He is good magus that has good knowledge.
4.1.5. A Loving Husband
Since he is a magus, there are many things that contrast with his modern life. He has a wife whom really religious in her belief. In his daily life, he has many
problems related to his marriage. Actually, he really loves his wife. He does not want to fall apart with her. He believes that his master is right. People destroy what they
love most. It is related to his past life. His past life really affects his present and may be his future life. He believes in J. to solve his marriage problem. From the quotation
below, it indicates that he still loves his wife and he wants to save his marriage that has slowed him down.
Its not just a problem of spiritual search, he continued thinking, as he alternated between looking at Chris and watching the road. He loved his
wife, but he was getting fed up with marriage. He needed some strong passion in his love, in his work, in almost everything he did in his life. 72
During their journey in desert to seek Paulo’s guardian angel, Valhalla asks Paulo and Chris to enter the abandoned gold mine. Inside it, she opens the
past life moments of Paulo. He has a dark past life. Now, he has a wife that he loves. He does not want to remember his dark past life and always leave
everything behind to face the present of his life. He loves his wife, he has a master that he respects, and he has written some books as his occupation.
“…and now I have a wife that I love, I found J., I walked the holy Road to Santiago, Ive written books. Im being faithful to my dreams again, and
thats where the dread comes from. Because everything is going the way I would like it to, and I know that soon it will all be destroyed.” It was
terrible to say that. He had never said it to anyone–not even himself. He knew that Chris was there, hearing it all. And he was ashamed. 112-113
PLAGIAT MERUPAKAN TINDAKAN TIDAK TERPUJI PLAGIAT MERUPAKAN TINDAKAN TIDAK TERPUJI
4.1.6. An Optimist
Paulo is an optimistic person. He always believes and relies on his ability. He never gives up. He has a positive thinking to face any situations. He believes that he
has done everything to seek his guardian angel. If he thinks he can, he will do it. He believes that the moment conversing with his guardian angel will really happen, he
can make it real. He had already met two of the three conditions, and almost failed with
regard to the third–the simplest of them But his angels protection had prevailed, and, during the channeling…ah, how good it was to have learned
to converse with the angels Now he knew that he would be able to see his angel, because he had met the third condition.
“I broke a pact. I accepted forgiveness. And, today, I made a bet. I have faith, and I believe,” he said. “I believe that Valhalla knows the method for
seeing ones angel.” Paulos eyes were shining. There would be no nocturnal walks, no insomnia
tonight. He was absolutely certain that he was going to see his angel. 183- 184
From the quotation above, Paulo never feels hopeless. He believes that Valhalla and many kinds of rituals will help him to see his guardian angel. This
characteristic of Paulo can be seen through his thought that believes in his dream. In addition, there are some characterizations that are analyzed based on the
Paulo’s past life. Those Paulo’s characterizations are related to the dark life of Paulo. Paulo was a hippie and an infidel. He was known as a Beast follower. Now, the
researcher is going to analyze the character of Paulo in his past dark-life.
4.1.7. A Hippie
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