Framework of Pre-Understanding The highly-motivated student`s lived experience of communication apprehension and fear of negative evaluation.

39 CHAPTER III RESEARCH METHODOLOGY This chapter explores the methodology employed to answer the research question of this study, nature and the source of data, instruments, data collection, data analysis and trustworthiness.

A. Research Method

This study was a hermeneutic phenomenological study. “Phenomenology because it is the study of lived experience phenomenon in an attempt to enrich lived experience by mining its meaning” van Manen, 1990, p. 38. “Hermeneutics because it is the interpretive study of the expressions and objectifications texts of lived experience in an attempt to determine the meaning embodied in them” van Manen, 1990, p. 38. Hermeneutic phenomenological method was the most appropriate method for conducting this study since this study aimed at finding the scientific truth of the highly- motivated students’ lived experience of CA and FNE specifically by describing and interpreting their lived experience of CA and FNE. Hermeneutic phenomenological method does not focus only on describing the experience but also interpreting it. The purpose of interpretation is to understand the essential meaning of experience Heiddegger, 1927, 1962 in Langdridge, 2007. Heidegger began the hermeneutic turn in phenomenological philosophy by stressing how all understanding involves interpretation. 40

B. Nature and Source of Data

The data gathered for completing the study was in the form of texts including anecdotes −a specific story form or narrative form. The texts were obtained from in-depth interview. The texts represented the participants’ experience and their reflections on their experience. Van Manen 1990, p. 54 mentions that all recollections of experience including reflections on experience, descriptions of experience, taped interviews about experience or transcribed conversations about experience are already the transformations of those experience. In order to explore highly- motivated students’ lived experience of CA and FNE, there was a need of using beginner students as they were assumed to experience “transition anxiety” Schumann and Schumann, 1977. The “transition anxiety ” is the feeling experienced by learners in the beginner level, when they feel stressed because they have to face and adapt to a new atmosphere. I decided to ask the participation of second-year ELESP students since they might still adapt to the new atmosphere but they had more experience to be shared than the first- year students. Related to motivation in learning, the second-year students probably have clearer direction in their studies. When this research was being conducted, the second-year students began their fourth semester. Therefore, the participants of the study should meet these three criteria: 1 they were second- year students, 2 they had high level of motivation and 3 had high level of CA and FNE. After some procedure of recruitments, two students met the criteria and were willing to be my participants. Therefore, the two participants became the source of data in this study. PLAGIAT MERUPAKAN TINDAKAN TIDAK TERPUJI 41

C. Instruments

Two instruments were employed in this study. First, questionnaire was used to measure students’ level of motivation, CA and FNE. It was done in order to make sure that the participants to be interviewed later met the criteria of this study. Second, interview was used as the main instrument in this study in order to get the main data to answer the research question.

1. Questionnaire for Recruiting Participants

Two questionnaires were adapted and made into one see Appendix 1. The first questionnaire is known as Work Preference Inventory WPI composed by Amabile et al., 1994. WPI provides measurement of students’ intrinsic motivation IM and extrinsic motivation EM. The questionnaire seeks to assess the extent to which students see themselves as either more intrinsically or more extrinsically motivated in school or at work by asking them to report on their usual motivations for a variety of diagnostic situations. The second questionnaire is Foreign Language Classroom Anxiety Scale FLCAS proposed by Horwitz, Horwitz and Cope 1986. It measures students’ level of Foreign Language Anxiety FLA. Cao 2011 has classified each item of FLCAS into three types of FLA, namely communication apprehension CA, test anxiety TA and fear of negative evaluation FNE. The questionnaire items related to TA were not used since the focus of this study was on CA and FNE. The adapted questionnaire consisted of 38 items: 10 IM items 2, 4, 6, 7, 9, 10, 11, 13, 18, 19, 10 EM items 1, 3, 5, 8, 12, 14, 15, 16, 17, 20, 11 CA items 21, 23, 25, 27, 28, 29, 32, 33, 34, 35, 37 and 7 FNE items 22, 24, 26, 30, 31, 36, 38. The statements were also divided into two types of statements, positive and PLAGIAT MERUPAKAN TINDAKAN TIDAK TERPUJI 42 negative statements. The positive statements were in the number 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 8, 9, 10, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 23, 24, 25, 26, 28, 30, 31, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37 and 38. The negative statements were in the number 7, 11, 22, 27, 29 and 32. All the statements were written in the English in order to keep intended meaning of each statement. The participants particularly were English major students who could read and understand English well. The adapted questionnaire was designed on a 5-point likert-scale ranging from strongly disagree 1 point to strongly agree 5 points for positive statements and strongly disagree 5 points to strongly agree 1 point for negative statements.

2. Interview for

Investigating Participants’ Lived Experience This study employed two steps of interview. The first was an initial interview to get to know each participant’s background and each participant’s motivation in learning English. The second was in-depth interview which was done to capture the highly-motivat ed students’ lived experience of CA and FNE. According to van Manen 1990, p. 66, interview in hermeneutic phenomenological human science serves very specific purposes: 1 it may be used as a mean for exploring and gathering experiential narrative material that may serve as a resource for developing a richer and deeper understanding of human phenomenon and 2 the interview may be used as a vehicle to develop a conversational relation with a partner interviewee about the meaning of an experience. In other words, interview is designed to extract the perceptions and experience as participants describe them Lodico et al., 2010; Howitt Cramer, 2011; Creswell, 2012 in Wildman, 2015. Fassinger 2005 in Ingiaimo 2012 sees interviews as a valuable tool for allowing participants to tell their stories in their own words. PLAGIAT MERUPAKAN TINDAKAN TIDAK TERPUJI 43 In doing in-depth interview, I prepared myself with an interview guideline to help guide the interview. The interview guideline was used to frame the discussion and to focus attention on the topic of interest and then worked with the participants to explore the participa nts’ lived experience. In addition to this, I believed that the participants would reflect and tell their experience freely with the open-ended questions. The interviews were carried out in participants’ mother tongue, Indonesian, to facilitate communication and to promote richness of the data in less threatening way. The interview guideline was made based on Moustakas’s 1994 general interview guide. The questions in the interview guideline were designed for the interview as follows. Table 3.1. List of Questions as the Interview Guideline No Questions Intention 1. Have you ever felt anxious while you were learning in the classroom? to open the conversation, to lead to the main topic and to make sure that the participants had ever experience anxiety specifically CA in the language learning classroom. 2. Try to remember the last time you were anxious and tell me about the situation. to understand the participants’ lived experience of CA. I focused on the latest experience since it would be easier for participants to recall the experience.