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was not clear DO28. She felt panic but she kept on doing the tryout DO29. During the D-day, the obstacle was different. During the D-day she found it hard
to understand what was spoken because the accent was British English DO30. Other than that, another difficulty Dolores faced was how to fill the answer sheet
on time while the listening texts were played DO31. Even though experienced many difficulties regarding listening, Dolores said she had better understanding
on spoken English because of the National Examination DO32. Dolores‟ regretted her not being careful on the D-day DO34. She answered
some questions wrongly and realized it after the examination was over DO35; DO36. On the D-day, Dolores also gave her answers away to some students
Do37; DO38; DO41. Her action was triggered by the request from her teacher to help other students who were not good in English in the National Examination
DO44; DO45. Even though Dolores was surprised when the teacher asked, Dolores kept doing what the teacher said. Dolores also understood that many of
her friends were indeed not so good in English DO40. Dolores chose to give her answers to limited students and they were not all of her answers DO44. This was
why Dolores was upset when she found out that there was a student copying all her answers without asking permission from her DO40.
For Dolores, the 2015 English National Examination was the most difficult English exam she had ever had DO47. Compared to her Junior High School
English examination, it was more implicit DO48. Compared to previous Senior High School English examinations, it was also more difficult in vocabularies
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The 2015 English National Examination brought some positive impacts to Dolores DO49-DO51. The first one was to the improvement of her knowledge
regarding foreign countries, especially English speaking countries DO49. The second one was related to her entrance examination to her university now DO50.
Dolores said she felt prepared when working on the English test because of the preparation she had had during Senior High School. The last one was related to
her study now DO51. Dolores is now studying in English Literature and the skill she had already had because of the English National Examination helped her a lot
for her study. Dolores considered independency important. This was why she tried to work
on National Examination sample questions when she was on her own DO4. She also always discussed with teachers and friends during the examination
preparation DO5; DO10. In the discussions, rather than being helped to understand English, she helped her friends more DO7; DO10. For Dolores, it
was not only her independency that was important. Her friends‟ independency was also important. This was the reason why she helped her friends and felt upset
when she found out that one her friends copied all of her answers on the D-day DO11; DO39.
Not only independency, for Dolores, helping others was also important. Her way of seeing independency and her will to help others were in conflict during the
preparation and on the D-day of the National Examination. Her teacher asked her and other students who were good in English to give examination answers on the
D-day to other friends who were not really good in English. Dolores saw it as a request for help. However, if she gave answers to friends, she thought her friends
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will not be independent. She finally overcame the dilemma by giving answers to her friends but limiting the number of students receiving her answers DO44.
Dolores had a good self-understanding. This is proven by her ability to explain her weaknesses in reading and listening, the aspects she had improved during the
preparation for the examination and even after the examination, her mistakes regarding her own performance on the D-day, and also the difference between the
English examination she did and previous examinations DO24; DO25; DO28- DO30; DO32; DO47-DO51.