Second Motivation Changing: Disappointment
54 the society closes their eyes to what happen in this kind of case that era.
Therefore, Nyai Ontosoroh bravely shouts in the court about the phenomenon of the nyai and demanding for the equal rights in the court.
“I, Sanikem, am only a concubine. Out of my concubinage my daughter Annelies was born. Nobody ever challenged my relationship with Herman
Mellema. Why? For the simple reason he was a Pure-Blooded European. But now people are trying to make an iss
ue of Mr. Minke’s relationship with Annelies. Why? Only because Mr. Minke is a Native? …Between
Mr.Mellema and me there were only the ties of slavery and they were never challenged by the law. Between Mr. Minke and my daughter there is
a mutual and pure lo ve. Indeed there are no legal ties between them.”
p. 287 She points out the reality that happens in that era in which a pure blood is
considered higher than the native or the mix blood. She bravely says that none interferes on the affairs between her and Mr. Mellema just simply because Mr.
Mellema is the pure blooded European and she is the native and is considered lower. Therefore, Mr. Mellema has the right to purchase her like a good. She
argues also in the case of Minke and Annelies, people start the intervention because Minke is native and Annelies is mix blood and does not belong either to
native or pure. “Who turned me into a concubine? Who turned us all into nyais?
European gentlemen, made masters. Why in these official forums are we laughed at? Humiliated? Or is it that you gentlemen want my daughter to
become a concubine too?” p. 288
55 Nyai Ontosoroh emphasises on one important fact that none of the native
women want to be taken as a concubine. She points out the facts that ones who turn the native women into nyais are the European gentlemen and made masters.
Her speech is not acceptable in that era regarded she is only a concubine. In addition to that, she bravely speaks out her mind to continue speaking in the
forum in the flawless Dutch even the court asks her to speak in Javanese. It is an indication that Nyai Ontosoroh cannot fulfil her self-actualisation
needs. She is acknowledged as someone who is well-educated and the controller in the society but she is not being acknowledged as a wife and as a mother of mix
children. It is also of what motivates Nyai Ontosoroh in changing herself from Sanikem who is not even well-educated into a nyai who gains the respect from the
people because she is the breadwinner of the family and is able to speak her mind out in a forum in front of the Dutch court and finally into a nyai who fights
against the injustice in the Dutch court because her daughter is going to be exiled from the country.
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