clothes” Shepard, 2006: 3. Then, she becomes skinny, perky, and glamorous girl in style. She changes become fashionable.
2. Becoming Lonely
Unpopular girls always think that they will happy after they gain popularity. A lot of people will know them. Many people will stay around them. They will not
feel lonely anymore but Hanna faces the difference situation. Hanna gains popularity but she feels lonely inside. She used to be friends with
four other friends including Ali. After the accident, they separate and build their own life. Then, Hanna is becoming friend with Mona, the girl that they used to bully.
Hanna and Mona are friends now but Hanna cannot share her secret to Mona. She is not trust Mona likes her old friends. Hanna is friendly to Mona because they
have the same interest and stand in the same position. Hanna cannot become herself around Mona. She cannot show her true self to Mona.
Basically, Hanna does not have friends anymore, friends for sharing a secret, and friends for supporting her. Mona is a friend to show that she is not lonely. Mona
is a friend to accompany her in her popular time, in happy time, and not in sad time. Hanna realizes this condition and she thinks that it is fine.
Hanna ‟s lonely life does not occur in the school only but also at home. After
her parents‟ divorce, her father lives in the different city and her mother is very busy with her job. Hanna
‟s mother only focuses on her job. It can be said her job is number one and Hanna is number two.
Hanna barely talks with her mother at home. It is because Hanna ‟s mother
only focuses on her job and talks to her phone almost all the time. She does not give Hanna a lot of attentions and Hanna has already used to this situation. She acts like
she does not care about this situation. She thinks that the important matter is her mom makes money to pay her school tuition and to buy everything she needs.
On the other hand, Hanna ‟s father focuses on his new family; his girlfriend
and his stepdaughter; than Hanna. One day, Hanna reads an article about her father and he takes a picture with his new family for that article. Basically, he does not
know anything about Hanna and Hanna does not know anything about her father. She does not have anyone for sharing her thought, for complaining about her
school, her friend, and for helping her to solve the problem. She settles everything by herself and on her way.
3. Becoming Afraid
Settling or solving the problem by her can bring two consequences. First, Hanna grows up becoming an independent person. She can solve everything easily
because she has been experienced already. The second consequence is she grows up as a coward girl. The reason is she solves the problem with anyways including the
wrong ways according to the society standard. She tries hiding this way and being afraid if someone knows the truth.
In this case, Hanna develops become a coward girl. She does not have courage to admit her action to other. The reason of her action is she tries to hide her weakness
