Hanna barely talks with her mother at home. It is because Hanna ‟s mother
only focuses on her job and talks to her phone almost all the time. She does not give Hanna a lot of attentions and Hanna has already used to this situation. She acts like
she does not care about this situation. She thinks that the important matter is her mom makes money to pay her school tuition and to buy everything she needs.
On the other hand, Hanna ‟s father focuses on his new family; his girlfriend
and his stepdaughter; than Hanna. One day, Hanna reads an article about her father and he takes a picture with his new family for that article. Basically, he does not
know anything about Hanna and Hanna does not know anything about her father. She does not have anyone for sharing her thought, for complaining about her
school, her friend, and for helping her to solve the problem. She settles everything by herself and on her way.
3. Becoming Afraid
Settling or solving the problem by her can bring two consequences. First, Hanna grows up becoming an independent person. She can solve everything easily
because she has been experienced already. The second consequence is she grows up as a coward girl. The reason is she solves the problem with anyways including the
wrong ways according to the society standard. She tries hiding this way and being afraid if someone knows the truth.
In this case, Hanna develops become a coward girl. She does not have courage to admit her action to other. The reason of her action is she tries to hide her weakness
from other. She hides her weakness because she does not want teased by other, left by her friends, and became nobody anymore.
Hanna is no one in her school a year ago and she thinks her condition which is chubby, ugly, and unpopular become the reason of nobody knows her. Now, she is
beautiful and popular. She does not want to lose those things. She realizes if her secret her unbeautiful attitude, her unbeautiful way of losing weight leaks to the
society, everyone will leave her alone. Then, she will become lonely again like in the past.
She feels happy with her condition now. Everyone knows Hanna Marin. She is surrounded and adored by everyone in the school. She gets a lot of attentions.
Those things are what Hanna dreams and live for. She feels that everyone likes her and loves her. She is afraid if everyone will leave her once they know about her.
Then, she will be back to her old self. She could just see
it: Everyone would find out, and she‟d be instantaneously friendless and boyfriendless. From there, she‟d recede back to dorky, seventh-
grade Hanna in reserve evolution. She‟d wake up and her hair would be a yucky, washed-out brown again. Then her teeth w
ould go crooked and she‟d get her braces back on. She wouldn‟t be able to fit into any of her jeans. The
rest would happen spontaneously. She‟d spend her life chubby, ugly, miserable, and overlooked, just the way she used to be. Shepard, 2006: 95
She is afraid if her nightmare will come true. She is afraid to be friendless and lack of attention also lack of love. She wants people to accept her.
This reason makes Hanna always be conscious with everything around her. She is also conscious of her action, especially the after effect. Hanna is a just
common teenager. She does an action without thinking the effect sometimes. She is PLAGIAT MERUPAKAN TINDAKAN TIDAK TERPUJI
