Independent The Description of Firdaus
knows personally the man in the picture. If fact, she does not know them all personally p. 9.
Those experiences make her change from being a gentle woman into a revengeful woman. However, this character appears after she grows up. When
she is adult, she realizes that she hates men. That is why she becomes revengeful. She knows well that she cannot do anything to save her life and other women
from the men‟s authority. She realizes that everything around is under men‟s control. They control all aspects in daily life. They make rules which all of them
are damaging the prestige to women. They do corruption to make them get richer and richer. They never think about others‟ life pp. 26-27.
Firdaus‟ revenge is accidentally paid for when she kills a pimp. Her way in killing him shows her satisfaction to reply what she gets as men‟s authority.
Since she has no courage to oppose men‟s arrogance and authority, she restrains the revenge into the deepest part of her heart. When there is a pimp who tries to
control her life, she refuses. Therefore, when she kills him, she does it easily. His hand started to reach for the knife he carried in his pocket, but my
hand was quicker than his. I raised the knife and buried it deep in his neck, pulled it out of his neck and then thrust it deep into his belly. I stuck the
knife into his flesh, and pulled it out almost without effort. p. 104 By seeing all of those proofs, it can be said that Firdaus is revengeful to
men.
Firdaus cannot keep her anger to men anymore. Their bad treatment is the only reason why she kills a pimp. It is the result of men‟s arrogance and authority
in the country, especially in her sexual experience. Their treatment makes her stay in the lowest part of her life for a while.